"So if you weren't into it, why didn't you stop me?" Liam asks defensively, frown present on his face.
"I don't fucking know Liam! Not like you gave me much of a choice did ya?" I scream, feeling the heat rise in my cheeks.
"Please, you practically dry fucked me!" Liam retorts, voice booming.
"Hey, hey, what's going on guys?" Louis asks, entering the room with a half-dressed Harry trailing behind him, shirt mostly unbuttoned and revealing most of his chest and toned stomach.
What the fuck? Why am I noticing these things?
"Nothing! Fuck" I scream, slamming my fist into the table, surprised it didn't crack.
"Hey, let's take a walk, yeah?" Harry suggests, putting a hand on my back and guiding me out the door.
He shuts the door behind us and I pace angrily down the porch and onto the street.
"Talk to me, mate," He speaks softly, holding my gaze with an intense stare.
I find myself unable to speak, held captive in his eyes. I've never noticed how many different shades of green were present in his irises, and I feel like he's staring into my soul, making me feel really vulnerable. I feel my heart quicken in my chest and perspiration develop on my palms.
"Oh my god, I'm fucking gay," I sigh, breaking the eye contact and running my hand over my face.
"Why do you say that, Ni?" He questions, voice low and comforting.
"Because," I respond, feeling completely overwhelmed at the presence of my attraction to my best mate.
"...Alright..." He says, voice barely above a whisper.
We sit in silence for a moment, staring straight ahead at the open view ahead of us. There is a lake about a mile in front of the property, with beautiful mountains backing the view.
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I turn to face him, getting a glimpse of his side profile before he meets my eyes. The way the light is hitting his face makes his jawline look incredibly sharp. His lips are full and pink, looking very soft. When he meets my eyes, his sparkle when a gleam of sun hits them, causing his pupils to shrink.
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