Well I'm here at the studio for the first time since my bbf die. She died in
the studio where I'm at. Everyone came and 8 having and intervention with me try to talk to me but not know there did this to me. I couldn't take it any more I just got up and ran, ran, ran I heard yelling ALENA ROSE COME BACK HEAR I hear my dad yell . I ran in to this studio not realizing where I'm at, the studio where she took her life, the day i found out I have an eating disorder, the day i found out my kidney is acting up . Every thing just keep coming back I slid down the door hearing people calling my name. I cried and cried I was mad, depress, stress, I just didn't know what to do. All of a sudden I had a flashback
FLASHBACK
"ROSE DONT DO IT I HERE FOR YOU. YOU DONT NEED TO DO IT PLEASE I KNOW THERE MADE MISTAKES BUT WE HAVE TO FOR GIVE THEM CAUSE IT WILL HURT US MORE IF WE DONT PLEASE JUST LIST EN TO ME "I YELL WHEN I SAW HER TOOK THE GUN I JUST KNOW SHE WAS GOING AND. DO IT I SAID TO HER I FRONT OF MY MOM , DAD, JUSTIN'S PARENTS , MY SISTERS AND BROTHER AND MY UNCLE USHER IF U ARE GOING AND DO THIS TAKE ME WITH YOU AND I TOOK HER HAND WITH THE GUN AND PONT IT TO ME PLEASE DO IT OR DONT I CAN KEEP DOING THIS .
End of flashback
All i remember is taking the mic and singing my heart out .
I MISS YOU SONG
it's been to long and I'm i lost with out what i going to do, say the it wouldnt of been me and you wondering if you are the same cause you pair of you is your heart still mines i wanna cry sometime i miss you. Off to college miss you in a way straight from high school you up and left me we were close friends also lovers did everything for one another . Now your gone and I'm lost with out you right here now . But I'm going to make it. Come back to. Come back to me baby . Now i sitting here thinking about you just wondering if you still care. Come back for me can you here me calling . Is your heart will every be mines .
I heard everyone Clap . I told them i wanna work on my new album and it's going to be call BE HINDEN THE MUSIC but i wanna do this by myself just me alone in the studio please .
I have been in the studio for about a week working on songs. It's been really relaxing everyone gave me my space but everytime i see justin face it look like he's just want to hug me and tell me the everything s going to be on ok and that he love me even everyone whose with him in th studio are worry but happy at the same time that I'm not giving up. So far i have finish 4 songs broken, I miss you, the heart wants what it wants. Right now I listen to the songs with my head of the label he's the one dealing with me right now. My dad is now my manager but my manager from before is my day to day manager like going all over with me etc .Anyway i had to go and play what i have for my dad, beyonce, usher, Jay z, and justin is with them cause there helping with his album so any way I play my songs and there told them my ideal for the album and there love it I must say I said thanks and leave as fast as I can and got back to work
Justin pov
That was amazing I did not know she could sing like that and with that kind of emotion I'm talking about her and crying at the same time I was happy and sad cause i kind of lost the person I deeply in love with. When I said that out loud and did realize everyone look at me and smile really big I just ran to the booth and this beat came to me I just start in it out loud again and I was crying river of tears it was about the person who put a smile on my face. The song was HOME TO MAMA
Home to mama song
I don't work hard when it's easy i put in work when it's hard girl i never believe in love until i lost your . This is more than a season this is more than a reason I'm soo afraid to tell you your the one ,the one I wake up thinking about the one I run to when im I feeling down . No one from my pass would make me forget you now . Cuz i take you home to mama let you meet my friend cuz you don't come with drama and i want you to the would end . During the song every mouths drop cuz there never seen this side of justin with any one know i walk in and took the next mic and begun with the harmonies every mouths drop more but more in shock even justin we both was crying when we look in to each other eyes after the song we kiss with so much passion until it turn in to much more i jump up on justin as he but his hands on my butt and we head to the bedroom an even one was still in shock but we didn't do any we just had a great i must say make out session.our parents was like don't do what we think you are doing there yell and we play a little game with then and he bang me to the wall while you make out
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My life is like a song(my justin bieber story with Alena rose )
RandomThis book is about relationships heartache happiness depression also how a song can express how you are feeling. Alena saw her bff killed herself because of her sister and then job was in vole it really good if you want to get more read the book th...
