hi hi!!! its me again :) i decided to make a sequel(well technically it isnt but like-) on i wish and zhongli actually appears on this one hope u enjoy. also this was inspired by insomnia by the rose so listen to that
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xiao sighed and qiqi asked him "what's wrong big brother?" xiao smiled a bit at her and replied "it's nothing. i just got to talk to someone special." qiqi made an ' o ' shaped face before sitting near him or rather beside him since it was raining. xiao sighed once again and pressed venti's icon and typed.
venti.
hey. how are you? it's me again, xiao. i know that we already broke our 5 year relationship but i can't help missing you. i can't help miss your cheeky yet comfortable smiles. i can't help miss the mischievous look on your beautiful aqua eyes. i can't help miss your personality as a whole. can you believe that i can't stop thinking about you? quite pathetic actually haha.
xiao heavily breathe for a moment, feeling a bit heavy hearted and qiqi silently grabbed his hand in order to comfort him a bit. xiao calmed a little and continued on.
i want to see you again. even if it's a nightmare or a dream. i wish to see you smile once again to make my fears and doubts go away. i wish to see your drunken state as i carry you with warmth and comfort. oh how i wish to see the stars in your eyes once again. remember when we stargazed at the top of our apartment? i held your hand as we looked at the stars and laughed at our incredibly dumb jokes. i miss it. i miss the life we had together. there's no one to hold hands. no one to lull me to sleep. no one to share my insecurities. the worst of all, no one to come home to. but now, you're gone. gone away from this star. now i'm standing over here in the shaking ground where i already passed you but what i can do? the memories of you that i thought i'd forgotten, it devours me. venti do you realize how made an impact to my life? whenever i see you, my day brightens just a bit. i liked the moments in our hideaway apartment where we held hands, fought, cried, made out, and stargazed. you know, i tried to follow you when you disappeared from my life. but ganyu stopped me because you wouldn't like it. it's just that, it's hard without you. everytime when i dream, i look for you. everytime i see cecilias and lyres, i'm reminded of you. everytime i enter our apartment, i devour to feeling where you were still there. how many times do i have to say it? that i miss you as whole. it hurts so much. it hurts my heart to accept that i lost my happiness. it hurts to accept that there's no one to wake up to in the morning. it hurts to accept that my life is slowly crumbling after you've disappeared. that's how you made an impact to me. venti should i finally say goodbye to you? i don't want to let you go just yet. but in the end, i should. so venti, goodbye. thank you for coming to my life. thank you for piercing my darkness with my light. i love you. i will close my eyes and count the stars for you.
" come round and round back to me even if it's far ahead in the future. "
xiao sent it and tears dropped in an instant. he sobbed and sobbed at his hospital bed, making the sheets a bit wet while qiqi rubbed his back in circles "big brother,," she mumbled quietly as she comforted her brother. "i wass- too late-ee to se-e him,," he cried, feeling his heart become even more heavy. qiqi was staying quiet in order to listen to xiao. "it'ss all- my faul-t" he added, tears were still coming out from his eyes. a knock came from the door and qiqi acted quickly, trying to get out from the high bed. after a minute from getting out of the bed, qiqi opened the door. it was zhongli and ganyu "big sister and mr. zhongli!" qiqi hugged ganyu and ganyu happily accept but she heard qiqi sniffling a bit and asked "what's wrong qiqi?" she worriedly ask and zhongli stared at her with concerned eyes. "big brother is crying and it's making ,qiqi cry too." she cried and ganyu immediately left qiqi to zhongli to check up on xiao. she saw that xiao was looking at the window with a vase of cecilias on it "xiao." she called and he looked at her with tired eyes. she paused a bit "are you alright?" she asked in a soft manner, afraid to even more shatter xiao's fragile mind "i- i don't know" he stammered, tired from immense crying. "i brought zhongli here because he told me he has something to give you." she told and called zhongli "xiao." zhongli spoke in a concerned manner as he held qiqi on one arm "zhongli,,what brings you here?" he asked and zhongli handed him a box "open it. it's the last thing venti gave me before he passed away." xiao nodded in response and silently opened the box as zhongli, ganyu, and qiqi watched him. inside the box was a letter and a wilted qingxin, xiao's and favorite flower xiao was a bit shocked and opened the letter it wrote;
HEY HEY XIAO!!!
no but for real, hey xiao!
tis i venti :3c
xiao questioned how the dark blue haired man even wrote the emoticon nonetheless he continued to read the letter.
i'm sorry if not there anymore hey i finally had the chance to give you your favorite flower ehe. spending my life with you was one of the great decisions i ever chose since i met you. i just can't help thinking how you really feel things where it makes my heart about to burst. at this rate, you might even step on me and i would burst from love. but i missed the moments in our hideaway apartment where we stargazed while i say funny jokes as you snark back with sarcastic remarks. i had fun when we danced in the rain as if we didn't get sick from it. i had fun when we pranked zhongli. i had fun when we disturbing our annoying neighbors hehe. the reason why i fell was because of your appearance during that day where it rained so hard and we were both stuck at the bus stop near the school. god you were really pretty that time. i mean you're still pretty but that time, i treasure it so much. the more i see you, the real you makes my heart flutter. your personality, the stars in your amber eyes, the face whenever you worry for me, and times where you took care of me whenever i'm drunk. xiao, the reason why i gave you a qingxin was because it reminded me of you. you're always alone but once you're with me i get jumped with warmth and be at ease. in the end i have to go away so i should bid my goodbyes to you. goodbye xiao for being the greatest person i have ever met. goodbye for being the one that i cherish the most. thank you for coming to my life. i love you. let's meet again in a different life.
" don't cry. it may seem sad but i'm here for you always. "
xiao sobbed as the rain outside became more deafening "i miss him!" he moaned in sadness as ganyu and the rest watched him in worry but not knowing what to do in calming the grieving man. after a while, the pouring rain stopped as xiao was exhausted from the excessive crying and his earlier attempts of suicide. qiqi tucked him gently into the sheets of the hospital bed as he slept into dreamland peacefully.
"xiao!!! we meet again ehe~"
"venti."
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so uh hello again ( ' ▽ ' ) originally i wasn't going to keep the ending of xiao's letter like that because i said to myself "once u wrote it never erase it again unless it had grammatical mistakes" so yeah might make another sequel 'prequel' to this series(?) neways i am once again apologizing if hurt u
