Broken ✔️

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Third person point of view

Getting into bed taehyung sighed for the hundredth time today "another day without jungkook" taehyung mumbled to himself glancing at his phone he wasn't surprised to see no notification

It was the normal for him these days and it was only getting worse . for the past month he had barely seen or spoken to his beloved boyfriend jungkook. He would always come back late whether it because of working in the studio, or practicing or him just deciding to go out with his friends to hang out

Taehyung understand that jungkook had lots of work to do he doesn't want to be the controlling boyfriend but jungkook would almost never tell taehyung when he would be back home or would be he or not and the worst is the two couldn't even hold a conversation for more than five minutes without jungkook getting annoyed or taehyung getting upset and it was really taking a toll on taehyung

Jungkook hadn't been eating well recently due to stress and his work was getting more and more busy and he had to deal with being alone all the time as taehyung sat wrapped in blankets his mind wanders back to one of the worst night in their relationship

It was 3:30 am and jungkook hadn't come back so taehyung started to call him but no answer he tried messaging him still no answer, As tired as taehyung was but his heart won't letting him sleep he was wating at the corridor
Walking right and left

Negative thoughts were running down his mind "what if he's hurt? what if something happens to him?" taehyung mumbled to himself he was definitely paranoid and the stress was eating him up

Twenty minutes later the door slammed open revealing a drunk jungkook be stumbled on his way to the bedroom completely ignoring taehyung presence making him fume in anger that night a lottt og harsh words were thrown between taekook couple specially on taehyung he was a mess to say the lest he cried himself to sleep for the first time because of jungkook

While on the other hand jungkook stormed into his studio and don't come back for a lot day or whenever he come back they would get into other stupid argument well that's an exaggeration but unfortunately taekook couple never officially made up from that fight After that night jungkook schedule get more busy

Coming back to reality taehyung realize that he was crying his tears were steadily streaming down his face he reached for a tissue and wipe his tears and decided to take some sleep he laid down and tried to relax

Another thing effecting taehyung was his sleep he was finding it hard to fall asleep without talking with jungkook his mind always busy with thoughts and emotions which is why he generally cried himself to sleep

Crying was taehyung way if letting out his emotions he wasn't a very angry person so he naturally let everything out through tears sometimes he would lay awake for hours before falling asleep or already be in Tear

Tonight was one of those days his mind led you to all of the good memories he made with jungkook and began to wonder where it all went wrong soon enough he fall asleep thinking about his memories with jungkook not able to hear front door open and close

Jungkook point of view

I walked into my house being careful to close the door quietly as to not wake taehyung up although I barely see him these past days but i still care for him a lot i walked into our bedroom and turned on the light knowing taehyungie is a heavy sleeper and wouldn't wake up

After getting ready for bed i sighed looking at taehyung my heart clenches i know how tough this past month has been for him and its been hard for me too

Our comeback is near i have to work on shadow my schedule is twice as chaotic and busy most nights im up until 3 am in the studio working on songs and its slowly getting harder and harder

As horrible as it sounds i have been way to busy to even think about my loving taetae he has always been there for me when im stressed but from last few weeks im pushing him away i turned to alcohol to relieve my stress but it makes things more worst i hated it when having to messaging him every night that i will be home late he should go to sleep without me the guilt ate me up that i can't give him time

Today was the first day in this month i was able to come home my manager give me few day off to rest as i was quite close to falling ill i walked over to bed and sit next to taehyung i brushed a hand through his soft hairs i started at his features i noticed that the pillow was a bit wet and saw the used tissues in his hand and sighed once more as i know that he cried himself to sleep because of me

I feel really really bad i know we had argued a while bad but i never had the courage to try and explain myself i know i was wrong but my work was at forefront of my mind instead of him

Soon enough i was wrapped up in my emotions and tears started to fall from my cheeks ,all of my feelings anger, stress, sadness, fatigue were coming out at once and I don't notice him stir beside me

Third person point of view

Taehyung wake up to the sound of someone crying and felt something heavy on the edge of the bed next to me my eyes widened when he saw Jungkook crying, sobbing into his hand . Without thinking anything taehyung immediately wrapped his arm around jungkook

Jungkook flinched at the sudden contact but soon recovered and hugged taehyung back letting his tears soak up his shirt taehyung remain like this untill jungkook sobs slowed down and he was now sniffing into taehyung neck

Taehyung had one arm around jungkook wrist and other was stroking / patting his head jungkook slowly looked up at taehyung admiring his love for him even after how badly he treat him last few week ,

Taehyung looked back down only to meet with jungkook puppy eyes, red and a bit swollen from crying "im so sorry" jungkook said his voice cracking a bit and more tears threatened to fall taehyung broke eye contact as he too felt tears comes to his eyes taehyung couldn't forgive him for now for everything he had done, just because he come home back crying but what

Taehyung did know was that jungkook never cried in front of taehyung , he was always strong and happy showing his tough side to taehyung so far breakdown, taehyung know that jungkook was just as broken as he is by these past events

Taehyung remind silent continuing to stroke jungkook hair and hold him close this was the most contact taehyung had with jungkook in these past few weeks taehyung heart don't want to let jungkook go always wants to be close to jungkook like this

"you really hurt me jungkookie" taehyung mumbled breaking the silence jungkook nodded in response unable to find any word's "its been really hard for me" he managed to whisper taehyung took a deep breath in considering the fact that jungkook workload was probably bigger than it ever had

This time taehyung was the one to nod "its been hard for me too" taehyung uttered loud enough for him to hear suddenly jungkook sat up and cupped taehyung cheeks with his hand

They both had tears in their eyes but that doesn't stop taehyung from seeing jungkook pained expression on roughly jungkook brought his lips to taehyung and pulled him into a deep kiss

Taehyung can feel the desperateness in the kiss taehyung immediately response kiss back with the same intensity showing how much he had missed jungkook and how much he needed this the kiss lasted for a while before taehyung pulled away panting slightly

"i know my sorry and this kiss won't fix all the pain we have been experiencing recently but i missed you soo much" jungkook said full sincerity in his voice taehyung lovingly strokes jungkook cheek and simply replied "i know and i miss you too more than you can imagine but for now we are both mentally and physically exhausted we'll talk about it tomorrow ok?"

Jungkook nodded before pulling taehyung down to lie with him and they both wrapped their arms around each other craving the sudden contact from each other and sleep immediately in each other embrace

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The end hope you guys like it . ❤
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