Do you ever just give up on what you are and who you are? Have you ever stopped looking both ways before crossing the road? Have you stopped counting the amount of pills you take and not even look at the dosage? Have you felt like you have been lied to by the one you love? Do you ever just want to go to sleep and not wake up? Do you ever want to just sleep because its the closest thing to non existence you can get without people knowing whats really going on? But that feeling of not being on earth doesn't last long enough and sometimes its hard to just fall asleep and escape because the things you are running from catch up to you... They chase you down and stay in your head until you cant stay awake any longer. And in that time of being awake with all your thought right in front of you you do stupid things. In the end you will be okay. Maybe it will take longer then you want it to but eventually everything will be okay and everything will be just like it used to be... Until your thought catch up to you again.
