Jax...my brothers best friend and the player of London.
I've always felt this attraction towards him but I know it will only cause me trouble..even being around him it felt toxic.
But that doesn't stop me this summer when we are neighbours in the...
It's been 2 days since I found out ben has cheated on me, he called me plenty of times but I blocked him, he messaged me from different social media platforms but I blocked him from there too..I haven't been out of my room since that day I found out about ben cheating on me..even the thought of it makes me feel sick to my stomach, I don't know how I will ever face him without spitting on his face. Right now no body knows me and Ben broke up but they will soon...and I really don't want to go through everyone's questions! All I've ever did this morning was wake up wash my face and brush my teeth then go back into my bed and read my book, cause books are the only way I can escape reality. Mona our house maid since I was 1 came into my room many times to bring me breakfast but I didn't feel like it at all..I never knew being heartbroken would affect my appetite, I saw many movies and many of my friends go through heartbreaks and they were a wreck but honestly I don't know how I feel. I just feel disrespected and sick to my stomach.
Daisy's bedroom
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I hear a knock on the door and I turn my head around to see who it is. It's mona with a tray of breakfast.
"daisy" she comes in with a smile and places the tray on my table. I never let her call me miss daisy or by my surname I find it weird and strict...she's been our maid for so long so it's only right if she calls me by my actual name. Although she does call my mum 'Madame' .
"Your breakfast is ready" she stands high above me as I sit up looking at the food, it's been 2 days I haven't properly ate breakfast and honestly I don't feel like eating at all, the thought of food right now makes me sick.
"Thanks mona..but I'm not feeling it today" I give a small smile and look to my fingers that are laying on my lap. She raises her hand and touches my forehead.
"Oh my...your suffering from a heartbreak" she looks at me with a sad expression. I giggle "don't be silly mona, I'm not suffering from anything" I remove her hand from my head. I look down at my bed and my tears start to fall from my eyes. Mona comes closer to me and sits on the side of my bed and puts a hand on my leg.
"Daisy, I know you very well dear...I've taken care of you since you were 1, and never have I seen you this upset" she wipes the tear off from my face and raises my head up gently.
"Sometimes, it's okay not to be okay...it's okay to cry, it's okay to feel sorrow...but don't forget the powerful woman you are!" I give a small smile to her and hug her.
"Thank you mona" I hug her tightly. I don't know what I would do without her in my life!
"Now come on, eat your breakfast and freshen up...go to shopping maybe" mona stands up places the tray on my lap. Retail therapy would be great honestly :) Mona leave my room and I see Micheal peeking through my door.
