So, sometimes the ones that anger us the most are our most loved ones.
Honestly, I'm so confused right now. She makes me upset because she uses me, but I have this weird attraction to her that is so powerful no matter what she does to me I'm always gonna get back up just to be toyed with again.
Can you imagine what its like to have that power? Just imagine, that someone loved you souch or cared for you so much that no matter what you did to them, they would be right back at your service. That's some crazy fucking power man.
I would love that power. Although, right now seeing from the powerless point of view, its not pleasant.
What sucks is I'm my own reason fory own fall.
The worst part? The power she has is unknown to her own self. Imagine, if she did know?
What a woman.
