Mineta never truly understand the word love and in all honesty, he believed the word was overrated. He lived his whole life trying to achieve the simple goal of gaining it. Up until his puberty hit and love was suddenly paired up with lust. To say the very least he was a pervert to the point of being disgusting in the eyes of others. If not that then unlikable and every aspect.
After a bunch of his attempts to gain a girl's heart all harshly failed, by the time high school came, he was driven by his desires and that only.
( It was probably to compensate for his missing mother)
His back story wasn't heartbreaking nor sob worthy. He lived with his father who surprisingly wasn't yet to have any illegitimate children. Even though the man comes home with different women nightly. Still, he was never neglected only given everything necessary for his survival; food, clothes, a home, etc. However, he lacked love his mother's small body wasn't able to withstand childbirth and she passed away on the day of his birth. His junior high school life was simple, a few bullies here, and their probably an extra handful when he started to crave attention. Nothing but the norm.
Entering U.A was a decision made out of spite after he been rejected by a girl for the umpteenth time. He wanted to be famous to be known probably then would he be loved. Like All Might! He dreamed of the screaming crowd of fangirls that once rejected him. A wife a child that he adored and they also returned such sentiment. Even if the thought of a villain sent chills up his spine and the sight of blood made him cry just like danger. It was all worth it!
To be treasured what a dream...
But reality hit him harsher than any villain could have. It was probably the last seconds of being used as a toy that the thought settled in him more or less comfortably.
(Most likely that latter of the two.)
His hope disappeared once those red eyes that passed the alley only watched before walking away, but his dream his goal. His hope for love completely vaporized in the last few seconds of his torture.
He was never going to gain such luxury he envied his classmates for having. He at this point he didn't want it. The thought of rejection in betrayal swayed his opinions on the subject. He knew it wasn't the black-haired female fault that her brother was a complete maniac, nor was it her fault that she was victimized by his stare and at times even his touch. Yet he felt betrayal the uprising emotion left in confused baffled, to say the least.
That all didn't matter what matter is that as of right now he feels empty, dirty, and vandalized. He didn't want his classmate, teachers, or friends to know what happened. He just wanted to get stronger to get better. Then hopefully he'd maybe die pridefully in battle or while training. Either or was fine he needed to push through life goalless the only prize he wants is death.
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It was dark by the time Mineta made it to the dorm building he should have been at long ago. He took a long breath in before walking through the dorm that his classmates were loudly chatting in. He closed his eyes and chanted a line of commands to himself.
Don't let them know; smile, you don't need to lie just tell them the full story, and at the first sight of an escape route run.
Then lastly,
Stay away from Yaoyorozu
Walking into the room Mineta acknowledge the group as if nothing happened. He waved his hand a coldly blank expression settled on his face at the sight of Momo. But he shook his head to get rid of thought but unknowingly to himself his expression stayed unchanged.
'I messed up!'
"Sorry for the late arrival I was caught up in family issues."
(Yaoyorozu family issues to be specific)
Despite the tightly hidden emotions with one glance, Midoriya saw that something was off he didn't know what, but he understood that his classmate seemed to be crying out for help. Most likely unbeknownst to himself. Midoriya wasn't sure how he could decipher this.
(most likely from staying around the blank-faced Todoroki so long that he could understand similar expressions.)
"Bro lighten up half of us been through the same thing."
Kaminari smiled stretched as his hand slammed against his shoulder. Mineta harshly flinched tactfully sliding it off.
: Kaminari mistook mineta expression and Mineta is distressed when Kaminari touches him :
Midoriya mentally noted
"Oh of course dude it was just dreadful!"
: Now he rolling the punches :
Midoriya noted once, more
"Haha, so what's going on."
His gave purposely avoided Momo as he glanced around the room.
'I will have to talk to him.'
Midoriya thought to himself determined.
