"When he tears a piece of my heart out he DECIDED TO TAKE THE ENTIRE THING AMD PIT IT" I sobbed, "My mind hurts so much because of what he told me.
I want this to last forever...
My ass...he told me about his second thoughts, and i didn't want to believe that my mind was right. That I shouldn't be the idiot that falls in love. Fuck feelings, be a bitch. Fuck him, arg i hate that fucker more than anything. No I don't feel depressed, i feel like I should have listened to my mind rather than "follow"my heart
Fuck this its a sign of weakness. im not weak..."
Clarrise rested her hand on my shoulder, as my neck started to lift my chin. My mascara was running And I look, terrible, heartbroken. And willing to jump in his arms.
"Isn't sad to you that you deny you affection so much you don't realize that you're reacting upon it?"
My limbs began to shake..tense and I feared she would see how I truly felt..because I love Silias more than anything. And... I hate it.
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