yellow (fundy x oc)

remember that night?

ky's pov

i woke up with a pounding headache in my bed, wearing shorts and no shirt. i rub my eyes and stand up, before feeling the cold air hit my nearly bare chest.

oh fuck.

"floris?" i called out, rubbing my aching temple.

i hear a muffled 'yeah' in response and go to look for the source. i walk into my kitchen and see none other than floris, sitting on my couch.

"what happened last night?" he asks timidly, and my heart stops.

i feel like im going to be sick, he didn't remember?

i turn and run to the bathroom, taking a look at myself in the mirror, i look like shit.

i feel that not so unfamiliar knot in my throat and pounce for the toilet.

-

i walk out of the bathroom, and floris looks to me with concern on his face.

"what happened last night?" he asks from the kitchen, he seemed to have found the advil i kept on the counter.

"uh..what do you remember?" i play it off and walk by him to the fridge to grab a apple.

"drinking...and uh," he paused, glowing red. i sit there taking a bite out of my apple.

"did we say anything..." he looks carefully, his eyes full of worry.

"y—well i dont know, what do you remember?" i tread cautiously, hoping he did in fact remember.

"we said—we said i love you, didn't we?" he sighs, putting his hands in his hair.

"yeah, we did." i shut my eyes forcefully, my head hurting like a bitch, this adding onto that discomfort.

"i'm sorry." he says, and goes to walk away.

i grab his arm.

"no, stay." i engulf him in a hug, standing on my tippy-toes and wrapping my arms around his neck.

"we-we can just move past its fi-"

"what if i'm tired of moving past. ky, i want to be with you. i don't know what to do without you. i leave soon, and i wish i kissed you, it's all so much." he weeps, his head landing on top of mine.

"floris i do too, but i, i need to think. please." i sigh, squeezing him tighter against me.

"i understand. i'm going to go to my room," he sulks and walks up the stairs.

i sigh, and text minx.

do you think im ready?

for what?

to date fundy.

well, it has been about two
months,
i think if both of you want it
enough,
you can work through this
and figure
out what you plan to do.

fuck, okay thank you

i took a deep breath, picturing my worries in front of me before imagining myself pushing them down, subconsciously taking another deep breath.

i grabbed my phone, walking cautiously to the guest room where fundy resided. upon entering the room, i saw him slumped over, head in his hands.

instead of talking, i silently make my way over to his front and kneel to meet his level. i gently place my hand on his knee, and he quickly looks up.

"hey love," i say, rubbing circles on his knee, not wanting to overwhelm him.

"i am so sorry," he exasperated, a tear escaping from his eyes.

"oh floris," i get up, sitting next to him on his bed, wrapping my arm around his shoulders.

we sit in silence as i try to figure out what to say, whilst also trying to calm him down.

"i think—i think it could work. if we spent time working out the kinks, literally and figuratively, i think we should be good." i laugh softly, and hear fundy chuckle next to me, bringing a soft smile to my face.

"but, you have to promise that you won't run away from me when i upset you, and i will try the same." i add on, tracing his name on his back with my fingers.

"i promise, i just didn't know how to react. i don't know what i was thinking last night and for that i'm sorry." he shakes his head in what seems to be disappointment.

"hey, no. i fucked up too, that's why we're talking right now. we need to set boundaries for each other and try to figure out what's going to happen now." i use my free hand to tilt his head to look at me.

"we'll get through it, okay? we just have to work together." i smile goofily in hopes of lightening the mood. he smiles back and that let me know i did right.

"what are we going to do about distance?" he asks, a solemn look on his face.

"we could plan to see each other once or twice a month, and when we start dating maybe we could spend holidays together. but it's not just my decision, i want your input too." i ruffle his hair, a light tinted of pink showing up on his face.

"maybe twice a month, it's only a 2.5 hour flight, and it's not expensive by any means." he takes a second to think, responding calmly.

"are you in this with me?'

"of course."

hello! i am extremely sorry for the slow updates! i needed time off to do school work and catch up as well as focus on my mental health for a bit but i am back! i hope you all have a lovely day <3