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tears rolling down my face
my throat tight
inhaling quickly, my breathing compromised
pain.

it's not simple.
I thought I had friends
they acted kind to me
apparently they hate me
pain.

it's not simple.
I thought I was okay
I hurt myself and no one knew
pain.

Do I really have friends?
Does my family even care?
pain.

3 things
Happiness.
Smiles.
Kindness.
It's all I ask, but never receive
pain.

am I good enough?
do I deserve my friends?
am I truly starting to love myself?
pain.

I love everyone.
Even when I'm stabbed
I'll never turn my back
i get broken
daily.
pain.

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 12, 2021 ⏰

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