Do you ever just feel like you dont belong and that you are just a lost cause? This is what is going through my mind as i sit on the floor in my room. The crimson blood dripping from my wrist. Tears pouring down my cheeks. Why? Why did it have to be like this? Why did he hurt me?
He hurt you because your worthless. He sees you as nothing more than an easy slut. You just put out. But only for him.
Why? Why would he be with her? Why did i have to care about him so much? Why did i have to love him?! The more i thought of this the more i questioned my exsistence. No one would miss you. Just cut a little deeper everytime. Come on, it'll be easy. But what about your sister, Lauren? What about your mother?
My mind and my heart kept fighting. How can someone say they love you then go and fuck someone else? Just thinking over this has brought me to tears. I get up and go into my bathroom and grabbed a towel. I turned on the faucet, and dipped the washcloth into the cold water. I turned off the water and dabbed my wrist. My phone started playing A Weekly Slap In The Face by Vanna. Someone was calling. I walk over to my bed where it was sitting. I check the caller I.D.. It was him. Cody. I ignored the call, but he called again. This time i answer.
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Your Not Alone :)
RomanceA story about a girl who has nothing. She has no one. She feels alone and invisible. But when her crush finaly notices her, he realizes the markings on her wrist and the bruises on her body. To find out the rest you must read. This is pretty much ju...
