Betrayal ➳ z.m.

11- Evidence

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- Ally -

I wondered why Zayn cared so much about me. It was his job to care, not to really feel that way.

He confused me somehow. First he was nice and kind and the other second he was mysterious and scaring, and I only saw the nice side of him. I was too naive to see his 'dark' side.
I didn't even know if I could trust him anymore, he hurt me and said that wasn't his fault, but he was involved in that whole 'Noyan' job. But I'm thinking about that he wanted to tell me the truth, maybe because he wanted to quit or something. I have to think more about it before I was going to talk to him again - if I was going to after all.

I was reading books all day and I haven't even looked at my phone once, and I didn't plan on doing it. Sara came in and sat on my bed, "Are you feeling better?"

I sighed, "Just a bit, and I'm missing you as hell, I haven't really seen you in the last couple of days, why is that?"

She smiled briefly, but then it disappeared the other second. "I've found a job."

"Where?"

"McDonalds."

"What?"

"Just a joke, I work at a radio station after school and on the weekend, and guess which I'm working at."

"Virgin fm?" I giggled.

"Ha. Ha. Funny. It's Capital fm!"

"You are kidding me, don't you?" She shook her head, "Oh my god I'm so happy for you!" I hugged her, she said that was so happy for getting this job, because she always said that she wanted to work at a radio station.

"I have go to now, shift starts in half an hour, love you"

"Love you too", with this said, she went out and drove to the radio station.

I chose to turn my TV on and look for something good to watch since I decided not to use both my phone and my laptop. I was watching some shows such as two and a half men and 2 broke girls the whole day when I heard a knock on my window, I looked to it and saw Alex standing on a branch of the tree that was next to my window. I slowly got up from my bed and carefully walked to the other side of my huge room towards the big window where he was waiting. I opened it and gave him an angry look, "What are you doing here, especially at my window, at midnight?! Are you insane?!" I instantly got mad, he knew that I didn't want him to be near me.

"I wanted to talk to you since we haven't settled our problems with each other though I don't have any, can I please come in?"

I headed to my bed and suffered to pain as I said "Ugh whatever, come in." He came in and I walked couple steps before I slightly lost my balance, but before I could fall Alex rushed over to me and held me. "Thank you", I mumbled under my breath. He had held me by my waist and guided me to me bed to prevent falling a second time.

He helped me laying in my bed again and took my chair to sit next to me. "How do you even know where my house is and which room mine is? Are you stalking me?"

He half chuckled, "When I met Zayn at his house, we went to another party of Mason's, and he told me that you lived near him and showed me on our way where exactly you house and your room is, don't worry I'm not stalking you." I flinched as he took my hand, "What happened to you?" He looked at my injuries and was shocked.

Should I tell him the truth? I hated him to hell but he could be someone I could trust in fact that he doesn't want me to get hurt.

After arguing with myself in my head about telling him, Alex distracted my thoughts, "Ally? Are you ok? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

"I was beaten up by Zayn's partners.. They thought that I would know where my 'brother' is though I don't actually have one, but now I'm not sure if my parents hid something from me or not. And I'm sure I'm gonna find out as fast as possible. So they kidnapped me because they wanted to know if I knew anything about his disappearence, and when I told them that I didn't even know that 'Adam Noyan' ever existed, they've beaten me up to unconsciousness, and later I found myself laying in a forest, and guess who was the one who saved my life."

"Those bastards, I'm gonna kill them..." He got very angry, I told him to calm down and take a deep breath, and he did as he was told, "... and you've known me long enough to know that I'm the worst person at guessing, so tell me."

"It was Jake who found and brought me to hospital." My mood got more serious, "Why didn't you tell me that he lives here?! You know how much I missed him!"

"He is here? I swear to god I didn't know that he lives here, I nobody in my family knows it. We were missing and looking for him for so long.. Where is he right now?!"

"Mayfair"

"Did he give you his number? I have to call him! Oh Ally you don't understand how much I missed him!" Oh hell yeah I do understand how much you missed him because I needed him and he wasn't there when you cheated on me you lil bastard.

"He wrote it on a paper but I don't know where it is" I lied, that paper was in my nightstand inside my notebook.

"Alex I'm tired, can we talk about this another day?" I lied again, I was wide awake.

"Sure," he came over to me and leaned down to place a gentle kiss on my cheek, "goodnight sweetheart."

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Next morning I woke up with breakfast on my chair and beside it there was a paper with something written in a familiar handwriting, I took it and read Sara's message to me:
Had to work early today, actually wanted to eat breakfast with you but unluckily I couldn't. But I made your breakfast with loads of love, hope you like it -Sara

I loved this girl endlessly.

I ate my breakfast made by Sara and enjoyed it. I called my mom to get the tablet, and before she went I stopped her from going out of my room, "Mom? Can I ask you something?"

"Anything."

"Do Sara and I have a brother?" I instantly regretted that question because I saw her trying to hold her tears back.

"How did you come up with this question? She looked at me with an emotionless face.

"My teacher told me that she once had a student named Adam Noyan, and I looked a bit like him. Mom please be honest, is Adam Noyan my brother?"

She started crying. I got this as an evidence for having an older brother who I've never heard of. Everything could have been different if I knew that Adam was my brother. If he would've been with us, I could had have someone beside Sara who would protect me. Someone who I could proudly call 'my older brother'. I have always wanted a brother, and I had one. But my parents hid it from me, but why?

"Why didn't you tell me mom?" I could already feel warm tears rolling down my bruised covered cheek.

She sobbed so much that she couldn't even put a sentence together, "H-h-he d-did ba-a-d-"

"Mom please, first breathe before you talk, I can hardly understand you."

She took deep breaths multiple times before she stopped sobbing. "He did horrible things Ally. He spotted our name, he was unthankful for what we did to cover him when the police busted him, we trusted him and he took advantage of it and did things we never expected from him. We never told you because we were afraid that you would want to see him and he did something to you. I don't wanna talk about him anymore, the name Adam Noyan will never be mentioned in this house again from now on!"

"But mom-"

"I said I don't want to talk about it, did I speak another language or what didn't you understand?!"

"I'm sorry."

She went out of my room and I could clearly hear her sobbing again.

Man was I stupid.

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