UNREQUITED LOVE

PART 1

MAYA'S POV

Knock knock ,

You might be wondering what brought me back to you again , and I guess you know . Because you always do . D , well I finally told him my final goodbye . You must be screaming in happiness , right ? But just know that you gotta handle these tears . Because walking away from him was one of the hardest thing to do , when he's being cute , and asking you to stay ( she wiped the tears from her eyes ) . Now let me be the person I am ,
" You were not mine , for me to fear that I'll loose you . But love just happens right , and those small moments with you added life in me . I kept your choices in my mind , I even showed my heart , but unfortunately you forgot to read my eyes . You became my daydream and my only dream that I didn't fought for . You were in my arms , until someone else's presence mattered to you more than mine "
I still wanna question you ,
Would the things had gone different if I had confessed my love to him ?
But for me , my friendship will always be the priority . I don't wanna lose my friend in just a hope of having his love . At least this way I will know that he would always love me as his bestest friend .
I wonder what if he gets to you , I mean he knows all my other secrets but this one thing , is just between you and me . I broke a promise , to share every single ounce of my life with him . But some promises broken are better than confessions . I will be away from his life , a total cut off , and I have no clue how he is going to react ? I hope he forgets me , but also this heart somewhere wants him to come to me and shout on me , beat me , and then pull me into a hug and tell me that how much I mean to him , and that he will never let me out of his sight ever again , that I'm stuck with him forever ( a hint of smile appeared on her lips ) .
I'm so sorry to wet you , but what do you think , this smile suits me up , right ?

Har quatra dard ka mehsoos kar liya maine
Pata nahi pyaar dastak kab dega ???

Your's ,
Full of life Maya