Requested by olovialally15
Type: Angst/Fluff/Modern AU
Reader: Fem!Self Harming!Bullied
Title: I'm Here Now
!TRIGGER WARNING FOR
SELF HARMING
BULLYING
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS!
Y/n's POV
I had just gotten home from school. Today wasn't a good day. The bullying was much worse than usual, they had said so many mean things.
I walked into my bathroom and grabbed a razor. I lifted up my sleeves as I remembered what they had said
"Stupid" I mumble. I dragged the razor across my skin, I flinched from the sudden pain but it felt nice.
"Ugly" I mumble. I cut myself again, flinching from the sudden pain, but then it felt nice
"Worthless" I mumble. I repeated my actions over and over again.
Porco's POV
I was at Y/n's door. I knocked on it and she didn't respond
Odd
I grabbed my key and unlocked the door.
"Hey Y/n! It's me! I just came in!" I say. No response.
Her car is here. Maybe she's sleeping
I look in the kitchen. Not there. Dining room. Not there. The bathroom by the kitchen. Not there. I decide to check her room. I open the door and then see the light in the bathroom on
Oh thank God she's here
I walked closer to the bathroom door when I had heard her mumbling
"Waste of space... dumb... pathetic"
I got worried and knocked on the door
"Princess you alright?" I asked
Y/n's POV
The sudden knock caused me to flinch and I accidentally cut too deep. I cried at the sudden pain. Porco began hitting the door harder
"HEY! Y/N! OPEN THE DOOR! ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!" Porco yells. I just continued to cry
He's gonna be mad at me. Maybe he'll realize how weak and worthless I am, then he'll leave me when he realizes how gross I truly am. Maybe I should take the chance to finally free myself
Porco's banging on the door got louder. I stopped crying and he sstopped banging on the door
Porco's POV
She stopped crying. Is she alright? Should I kick the door open? What if she's naked? She would hate me, but she could also be hurt.... I'd rather her hate me then her be in pain
"I'M OPENING THE DOOR!" I yell. I try opening the door.
Of course it's locked
Y/n's POV
I watched as the blood dripped on the floor
Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip. The sound is somewhat soothing
Porco's POV
I slammed myself on the door.
It didn't open
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