You saved me (Hinata x Kenma)

"Im sorry-"

it was 5 o'clock when my alarm clock woke me up and I got up to get ready, lately it's been very hard for me to get out of bed because my current relationship with Kageyama is just exhausting, I mean we also have nice moments but he gets jealous so quickly but that's my smallest problem after all we write the test today and if I don't pass then I can't go to the summer camp in Tokyo....

It was at 8.30 when we started to write all the tests ... after class Kageyama and I were alone in the classroom and he came to my seat

He said "How did you like the test".

I looked at him with a confident smile and said "I'm not sure, but since me and Yachi-san studied together for 2 hours every day, I think the test was good".

and then I saw this angry jealous look which quickly turned into a gentle smile and he says "I'm glad to hear that, after all I need you by my side".

i smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek and we walked to volleyball practice there he was always so absent minded and mean to me and so disgustingly mocking, earlier we were alone he's always so gentle and sweet but as soon as we are in public he goes 'Hinata you're an idiot' i don't understand him sometimes he treats me like shit and then he freaks out when i hang out with friends ugh.... anyway i will just cover the insecurity with a smile ...

we were training together and this was the third ball in a row that I didn't hit into the field, I was about to go back but at that moment Kageyama grabbed my hand firmly and aggressively and gave me a nasty look

he Shouted "Hinata you're such an idiot I'm playing perfectly to you, now you can't even play the simplest balls into the field-"

Kageyama squeezed my hand so hard it started to hurt "kageyama you're hurting me-"

he didn't care

"if you can't hit my balls just because you think you have to try something new ,that you can't even get right, then I won't play to you, I only play to good players and if you can't get it right then don't think I'm playing to you" Kageyama shouted

I remained silent

He was getting quieter but more and more aggressive and his grip was getting stronger and stronger I just heard things like 'idiot', 'fool' and 'untalented'.

I held back my tears and smiled and said "ok Kageyama I'm working on myself".

he was going to yell at me again but Daichi came to us and pulled Kageyama away from me

Daichi said "Kageyama what's wrong with you"

Kageyama looked at me in shock and said "I'm sorry-"

I smiled while a tear ran down my face and said "it's ok Kageyama don't worry about it".

daichi and Kageyama wanted to say something but I silently walked past them and picked up my bag, i was about to leave the gym when coach Ukai came back and said "where are you going Hinata?

I looked at Kageyama and then at my hand and laughed

"I hit the volleyball too hard and now my hand hurts" I said laughing.

Ukai wanted to look at my hand I pulled it away and said goodbye to everyone and left the gym I could hear Kageyama calling after me but I went home, when I got home I put my stuff down and went to my room

I sat in my bed and I wondered why Kageyama didn't treat me the way he does when we're alone, after all I'm his Boyfriend or am I embarrassing him, is he embarrassed to be seen with an idiot like me or am I too ugly, is it my hair or maybe I'm too fat?

Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my hand, I turned on the light and looked at my hand it was swollen, at that moment Natsu came running into my room because she wanted to tell me to come to eat but as soon as she saw my hand she called my mom, she rushed into my room and it was no use hiding my hand.

"Shoyo we are going to the hospital right now and don't even try to say it was volleyball because that doesn't make volleyball" she looked worried and continued "Natsu put your shoes on we leave now and Shoyo we are talking now"

When we came back from the doctor and were eating I realized that my mom didn't believe my excuse.

"Shoyo are you seriously telling me that a pole fell on your hand while you were cleaning up the gym and now you have a sprained hand?"

i nodded and poked at my food

"Can I still go to Tokyo please?"

She smiled and said "if you can of course".

after dinner I went to my room locked the door and cried into my pillow because I didn't want anyone to hear me ... Eventually I fell asleep.

IDK i hope you liked it have a great day ...