Beauty is pain

breakfast.

THIS IS A TRIGGER WARNING FOR EATING DISORDERS FAINTING AND THE HOSPITAL WING BODY SHAMING AND STUFF LIKE THAT!
this is your 3rd year your gryffindor your the quidditch seeker (Harry's a chaser) your in the same year as Harry and your friends with basically everyone you share a dorm with Ginny and Hermione.

it's breakfast time, you were playing with your chocolate frog cards with Ron. He had a plate full of food you stared at it. "y/n?" asked Ron which snapped you out of your daze. "oh sorry Ronald." "I swear you and 'mione calling me Ronald" you giggle. "do you have any Gildaroy Lockhart's? I'm missing him." (let's pretend he's a card if he isn't 😭) "oh yeah what will you give me?" "dumbledore?" "sorry Ronald I have about 6 of him" Ron started squealing."uhm Ronald stop screaming everyone's staring at us." "I'm so mad" "ok?" "y/n your not my bestie anymore" 'uhm. what" Hermione walked over. "honestly Ronald stop acting like a baby" she grabs some food. she stares at your empty plate and goblet, "y/n aren't you going to eat? you have a game later." "oh" you stared at your plate. "uhm no 'mione I'm not hungry." "ok...." she replied. Ron sighs,"whats wrong?" you asked he shot back "you call her 'mione but me Ronald." and made a sad face. "i-" Harry interrupted "hey guys!" he sat down next to you (Hermione was next to Ron) you stare at the table because you notice your blushing, when you look back up Hermione winks at you and mouths "y/n's got a crushhh" you shout "shut up!" which makes Ron and Harry stare at you. You give hermione a death stare and she winks. "I'm gonna go." you said. "Have you not eaten yet y/n?" said Harry, before you could reply Hermione butted in, "no they haven't." you give her another death stare "y/n we have a match later? you need to eat to beat Slytherin!" you laugh. "I'm fine Harry, bye guys." you walk out of the great hall, "is it just me or they haven't been eating?" Hermione said "yeah" replied Harry. "I can't lose them I love them" "aweeee Harry potter has a crush!!" Hermione said. "oh shut up." Harry shouted at her and walked out of the great hall after finishing his breakfast.
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Quidditch
skipping to about 5:30 that day it's time for the quidditch match.

your waiting to go out onto the pitch Harry walks up next to you. "y/n?" you jump, "of sorry I didn't mean to-" "oh no it's fine Harry." you quickly said back interrupting him. The music starts playing, "well good luck y/n.." "thanks Harry.." you replied. You mounted your broom and as soon as you got on you felt light headed but you had to go out, you got out and headed to your position. "I want a nice clean game!" shouted Madame hooch. she let out the snitch the bludgers and the quaffle. You immediately saw the snitch and followed it with your eyes. "And let the games begin!" you started by moving near the top above everyone trying to find the snitch. "10 points to gryffindor!" Lee called. "another 10 points to gryffindor!" (this is a bit sped up) you found the Snitch and started chasing it. As soon as you stared moving you felt dizzy and light headed you
stopped and held your head with one hand, all the professor's started at you in concern then suddenly you black out.
*HARRYS POV*

y/n seemed off all day. During the quidditch match I kept a close eye on them. I saw them stop completly and hold their head I flew underneath them. "y/n!" I called, no awnser. They suddenly fell of their broom, I flew over to catch them.i caught them in a weird position I hope I didn't hurt them. All the professor's rushed to the walk in areas I flew down and handed them to Snape and he carried them to the hospital wing I didn't care about quidditch right now I only cared about y/n.
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The Hospital Wing
you wake up at around 7pm, with Dumbledore, Snape, McGonagall and Harry surrounding you."y/n!" Harry shouts he hugs you so tightly, you grunt in pain. "oh gosh y/n I'm so sorry" "it's fine.." you reply. "Now.. potter you best be getting back to your dormatory..." said Snape. Harry says "yes sir" and left. "Y/n, your awefully pale. do you feel alright?" asked Snape (your dad) "uhm yes I'm fine.." "we best let you get some rest" McGonagall said as she walked out with Dumbledore following. Snape told you everything that happened and said I love you and left. Madam Pomfrey came over with a plate of food. "eat up now." she says "oh, uhm I'm not hungry thanks, I'll just have water.." you grab the water bottle she had. "y/n I'm a nurse I can tell you haven't been eating." you sit there silently. "well I can't force you to eat so I'm going to leave this here I'll be back soon." as soon as she leaves Harry walkes in, "hey y/n.." "oh Harry!" you said "thanks for catching me my dad told me." "uhm no problem.." you could tell something was up. "Harry what's wrong?" he was staring at your plate of food. "oh want some?" you ushered the plate towards him. "no y/n... why haven't you been eating?" you sat there speachless, you didn't want to disappoint him.  "uhm" was the only word that finally got out. "y/n ?" he holds both your hands tightly "I love you so much and I don't know what I would do without you so please, eat for me?" you looked at the plate it had meat, peas and potatoes on it. you picked up the fork slowly and took some meat it was only a small bit but Harry looked so happy it made you smile. you slowly put it in your mouth and started chewing, once you swallowed it Harry hugged you so tightly, it hurt but it was such a warm and fuzzy feeling. Once he let go you stared at each other then kissed. you stared at him and started blushing. Harry was doing his awkward smile when he likes someone. it was around half an hour later and madam Pomfrey walked in to see you and harry smiling and saw your after eating some. You and Harry looked so happy so she decided to leave you be. "y/n..?" "yes Harry?" "will you be my gf/bf?" (i don't know the others for other pronouns sorry) "YES"