The CyberBully

Chapter 1

It's enough for me at school. I'm tired of it. The words keep riveting around in my head. Loser Fat Retard Depressing. But that's not the worst part. It follows me home. My laptop used to be a place where I could escape everything, escape the world. But now, the riveting words are there 24/7.

It all started one day at school. I honestly don't know how it happened, but I know one thing. The first words of my misery were spoken by Mackenzie. My arch enemy, forever and always. What she said word for word is now etched into my brain. "Hey loser, might wanna check your Instagram after school..., actually I take that back, I don't want you to go crying to your mommy." Of course like anybody would, I ignored her, thinking it was just another way for her to let out her anger on other people. I walked over to where my friends were sitting, they seemed to be having a very serious and content conversation. As soon as they saw me they stopped talking. It triggered my brain a bit and I began wondering, what happened to my instagram? But as quickly as it started it stopped, come on Vanessa, I thought to myself, these people are your best friends and they would obviously tell you if something like that was going on. The rest of the day was like any other, classwork, homework, classwork, talking, sleeping, and then, finally the bell rang, signifying the end of class. I grabbed my bike and took off, and as the result of my quickness, I was home in the blink of an eye. I opened my laptop and logged on to Instagram, at first I was speechless, I coudn't believe my eyes, Mackenzie wasn't kidding, my Instagram was loaded with every possible insult you could think of. How did this happen? What did I ever to to them? I scrolled up and down, my eyes starting to sting with tears, HOW, WHO, WHY? Questions filled my head, questions that I was never going to find the answers too. But then I saw it, my bio...Hey everyone I am a big and fat and can't wait to shut you up. Oh no, Oh no, who the hell did this? ASAP I changed my bio back to Hey its Vanessa, I love skateboarding and swimming! I tried to delete the commenets but every time I tried I coudn't help but feel the pain, what did I ever do to them? How could people be so ignorant to other peoples feelings? A big black darkness was growing inside of me. Do I even need to be here? Do I have a reason to be on earth?

The Next day at school everywhere I looked people pointed, laughed, f*cking
B**ch
was all I heard. I covered my face and ran to the bathroom crying. I don't deserve this, why can one single word ruin an entire persons life? I have to do it, I have to...I am finally realizing why people hate me, or at least understanding, because it sunk in, I hate me to. I rushed out of school but made the walk home extra long...thinking about my decison. I made it home and looked in the medicine cabinet...I looked for the capsule, grabbed it and ran to the bathroom. I pushed down, twisted, and threw the lid on the floor. I thought about my final decision...and decided I had too...I had no reason to live........or even breathe...