Mm I started an smp.
A lot of different people are on there and it's pretty cool.
I deleted every other part.
Everything's going on track but I doubt myself sometimes.
Forgiving who I am for what I stand to gain.
Only a few more months
I miss a lot of things and I've gone back to not really feeling anything.
The benefits outweigh the risks and im soo willing to give it my all.
Close, very close.
I got called a narcissist the other day, I disagree but it had me question why they said it.
Some of this feels fake, and ik some people don't like fake but maybe fakes what I like.
I sometimes forget to eat, drink water, sometimes days on end
I just think it'd be cool to fall asleep on someone ig play games n shit nothing too fancy.
