One-sided Love

Chapter 18

Long over due. I have been lost for a while and a lot has happened since the last update. So I finally have some fuel to write with. Hope you like it and please leave your comments or suggestions below, I want to know what you guys think.
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I was in the bathroom, leaning against the wall. The test was on the counter and my timer was set.

I can't even breath. I don't want to look at that test, this can't be fucking happening. The one time things get totally screwed, they get even worse. Well that's the kind of luck I have, I guess.

I was startled by alarm going off and my thoughts went away and panic set in.

Alright Ivy you can do this. Just look at the test.

I had the test in my hand, my palms shaking. I turned it over and it said
pregnant.

I instantly started balling my eyes out. This couldn't be happening to me. Now I have a living reminder of that night. That one dumb horrible night. One of the guys from the rape got me pregnant. I wonder who.. Well it doesn't really fucking matter because they are all scum.

Lily must have heard me crying because she rushed into the bathroom and tried to calm me down. I knew that I would love this baby no matter what and that I would care for it but it just hurt to have a baby this young. Expecially if the father is a monster.

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2 hours later I was on the couch with a tub of ice cream with Lily right next to me watching The Interview. The comedy making fun of the leader of North Korea, which was pretty hilarious.

Seriously Lily probably is most favorite friend because she stayed and wanted to help out. A lot of people at school judged me when they found out the news of me getting raped. They said it was my fault or I was lying.

Can people get more dumb and cruel?

Well our night mostly consisted of studying and even talking about baby names. I was going to have this baby because it's a human life and not something I will throw away. Honestly this baby might be life changing for me, in a good way.
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That was a short little chapter you guys. So I was thinking about doing short chapters and just uploading a bunch at a time. So just chill about updates.

So seems like Ivy is a little more positive, hopefully things get better before they get worse.

Anyways please vote and comment. I need you guys input and you all reading my book so who I depend on.

Love you all,
LaurenJune