He Is The One

Chapter 1

Grace's POV~

Dear diary, 10-12-15
Today it wasn't great like always because these fucking girls keep bullying me because I'm not pretty enough for them. Nothing helps I cut but it puts more scars on me. I got to see my crush but it didn't help because he never notices me. His name is Ashton Irwin. I think he is cute but my friend says he's not. I need help now.

~Grace

I close my diary and I start crying. I know nothing will help because nothing does. It's like my life is a fucking lie. I recap the day which I do everyday. I got pushed in the locker. I got called slut. I want to kill myself. My friend Aniya tells me not to because she is the only on who cares. Even my boyfriend doesn't care what happens to me outside of school. He helps me during school i feel like he is using me.

"Grace," my little sister Sophia came in. "What little one," I said muffled in the pillow. "Mom wants to know if your eating dinner," she asked. "No," I said. "Ok love you," she said. She is seven so she doesn't know what's happening to me.

I wait till midnight and I get up and go to the fridge. I grab a bag of chips and a soda can and head back to my room. I eat the whole bag of chips and drink the rest of the soda. I feel like falling asleep.

-time skip-

I wake up at six and I hop in the shower after I take off my clothes. I get out of the shower and I grab the clothes from my closet which is black skinny jeans, green day band shirt, and a flannel shirt over it. I put my blonde hair in a ponytail. I grab my black vans and I put them on. I walk towards the front door and I grab my backpack. "Bye guys leaving for school," I yelled. "Okay see you later dear," my mother yelled back.

I walked towards the bus stop. I wait there. I put my earphones in and the song centuries by fall out boy. The bus arrives. Yay here is another day of fucking torture. I walk on the bus and people keep on laughing and putting L's on their foreheads towards me. I walk towards the back. I take a seat by my self in the back.

I walk in the school building. I go past the snottiest princess of the entire school. Ashley. "Yo, bitch you right there," she said towards me. She comes closer and pushes me into the wall. "Hey, nasty slut what have you been doing lately like sleeping with other guys," she said and her bratty friends laughed. "No," I say trying to wiggle out of her grip. I finally got out and I walked faster away from them. I head towards first period where I sit next to my friend Aniya. Ashton comes up to us. I'm surprised. "Hey aniya, I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend," he asked her. She turned towards me with shock and back to him. I was terrified if she said yes but I know she wouldn't do that because she's my best friend. She didn't answer for a while. She spoke and these words came out...........