runaway

I am not beautiful now where near it. At least that's what I thought. I was lead to believe it when they called my ugly they did this to me with there dirty little trick.so I made myself disapear let's see what they do now knowing they did this no one knows where I am and they won't I left them all behind all of them even my mother who layes in the town cemitary.I miss her and its my fathers fault she is gone he did it to her he pulled the gun and now he is punished for it so I lived with my grandma.she is crazy so me 16 year old taria was left to take care of myself and her! I HAVE NEVER FELT MOIRE ALONE.

I didn't want to feel alone anymore,that's when they started their mean trick.they knew I liked him a lot he knew to, and so they ploted,they planned it so I would feel loved then BAM! I was alone again! And I believed it!!

So when I learned what they had planned and how they wanted it to go I left I didn't want this anymore I was done!I gave up I felt weak and worthless.I shouldn't have done it this way but I felt that I had to, to make them feel stupid when I came back beautiful and perfect.

I ran and ran and now I am lost and alone more and this time I can't run away from it I am stuck with it.I am to caught up in what I am here to do fix myself! And that is what I am going to do and then I will find someway home! I will and then what I. Planned will play out I just have to fix myself....make everything........new about me!