if there was a moment in your life you never wanted to re live what would it be?
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when i was 12 i did that thing that a lot of stupid pre-teens do and i went on omegle for funsies and had kik. some shit happened and long story short i got in a lot of trouble.
my mom found out and it completely broke her and myself in the process. i was already in a very bad place because my mimi had died the year or two before that and if you read the entry before this you can sort of tell how close my family was/is
when my mom found out she brought me to her room and i didnt leave until my dad came home and i had to talk to him and they sat me down at 12 years old and had me read out loud a law involving underage children and grown adults (i would like to clarify that i was a very innocent child and didnt know what cat-fishing was. and i didn't know that a grown adult could use a teenagers picture as his own) anyways, it completely broke my parents trust in me and i hate myself every day for it and the whole situation is something i regret to this day and it has been 6 years. i had everything taken from after that. my computer the, wifi, my tv. any online school work had to be done on my moms laptop.
if anything like this were to happen again, if i broke my family the way i did again i would kill myself hands down and i dont think anyone would be able to stop me.
