Perfect- Owen Joyner

7. Explain It To Me

We still hugging, but you can feel this hug is for some other reasons

"i like you Lis" he says slowly, but what am i supposted to do, what if i like Sacha a tiny bit, i dont know what to do, after seconds i realize i stayed silent after his comment, "What are you thinking" he asks, pushing me little bit and looking at my worried face

"Nothing, its fine" i respond, i softly get on my tip-toes to kiss him, but when im so close to kiss him, he moves his head, "I think we shouldnt do anything if we arent a thing" he says, taking off his hands from my back, we stared for a minute, but i just stay silent "Fine Lis" he says, his voice is about to break, he walks to his room, leaving all alone in the living room

Thats when i knew i fucked up, also how can you not want something with this man, but i do want just that i want Sacha too, it wouldn't be fair for Owen or Sacha if i date one and still like the other, but what if Sacha is just a crush, i met short time ago, its just my friend

I walk to Owen's room, but i just stay in the doorway, he is laying on his bed with his hands on his face, "Can you go?" he mumbles, but dont move even a bit, i keep my words and just sit next to him, i place my hands on his, and slowly take them off his face, his eyes are a little puffy and red, "i asked you to leave" he says in a low voice, removing my hands from his

"No, i cant" i reply, i lean to his neck, but still sit next to him and he still laying next to me, "Why does it affect you so much?" i whisper softly, i feel how annoyed he is by me

"Why? Because i fucking love you, i want you to give me a chance Lis" he says raising his voice, "But im pretty sure you want to fuck Sacha, and after it, come again at me and fuck me" he says now yelling and it felt like he shoot me with a gun, "Do you think i am a slut?" i ask seriously

He stays silent, and just shrug, of course it hurts, the freaking guy i like just called me slut, i just stand up and try to leave but the idiot grab my arm "I dont think you are, but, you wanna fuck Sacha, tell me im wrong" he tells proudly, without letting go my hand

"No,i dont" i say, trying to quit my arm from his grab, but of course i cant, "Im sorry, i didnt mean to insult you" he whispers, leaning slowly, i finally quit his grab "Whatever" i blurt, i walk to the kitchen, and take Tea bags, and a mug, when i place the mug on the counter, and turn around, i feel Owen placing his hands on my hips, he lifts me and place me on the counter, he stand in between my legs, and hes hands are placed around me, and it is making kinda uncomfortable

"Hello" he says simply, but flirty, i feel the butterflies are inside of me, and i swear i blush deeply, "Maybe im better than Sacha"

He leans slowly, "Maybe you are" i reply, finally crashing my lips on his, this kiss felt different, like he knows Exactly what he is going for, but he didnt tell me, he slowly picks me up, but the kiss never stoped, at this point im lost on the kiss, i dont care about the rest of the world and i know he feel this too, as he is holding me, his hands are placed on my waist, going down slowly

"Guys im home!" Charlie yells, opening the door, Owen just stop kissing but never let me down, of course we forgot that from the enter you can see our whole kitchen, shit
"Oh my shit, guys this is gross" Charlie tells, pretending to throw up. Finally Owen let me go and i walk closer to Charlie

"You mad?" i ask, he is looking at the floor, and laugh slightly, he looks at me and keep Laughing, "Im not mad, why  would i be, my best friend is making out with my sister after they told me it was nothing" he says sarcastically, "Jokes a side, no im not mad, but are you a thing?"

I look at Owen, that is waiting for me to answer that, but how can i answer something i dont even know, of course i like him, but im not sure, but if i say no, he would be mad and Charlie wouldn't trust me, so, what other choice do i have? Yeah we know what the other choice is

"Yeah, we are...... Dating" i say insecure of my answer, as i walk to Owen and place my arm on his waist, "Yes we are" he adds happily

"Nice, dont hurt her Owen, i wont hurt you, she will" Charlie jokes, i look up at Owen checking his reaction, he looks eyes wide open at me, i just giggle at his face

"Well, how was the party" i ask, walking away from Owen, "Pure shit, it was just Sacha, Sav and i, and Sav fell asleep and Sacha got drunk, thats why its 9:50 pm and im here" he responds throwing his hands to the air

We talk for a while, Charlie just decide to watch a movie in his room, so Owen and i head to my room, just to sleep

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