I'll add a title tomorrow lmao
Two days.
Coopers kept my secret for two days.
I've been on edge for the entire two days, I know something is coming. Something to bite me in the ass for my sins. All that stands between me and my inevitable demise is time and its simply devastating. I had to confirm Wilbur didn't know this morning by texting him, making sure he still likes me.
I miss you
I miss u too :D <3
I'm stressed. Its going to happen, Cooper'll tell everyone.
I don't know why I did it, I love Wilbur, I really do. I it was a misunderstanding, actually. Alex just thought that I was single and then convinced me of this and then- ok. This may be my fault, a bit. But only a bit.
Cooper seems to be dangling this over my head, taunting me from a distance. This is so much worse than just being confronted in the first place, waiting is terrifying. I feel like Coopers taking his sweet time exposing my adultery on purpose. This is my punishment for exposing his hypocrisy. I wonder when he'll release it, to just a select few?, Or to everyone? And how? Wilbur has little social media, I doubt it could possibly spread to him. I know it couldn't, no way. Bad things never happen to me, I have amazing luck and with said luck I can assure that there is no possible way Wilbur (orhissuperscarymeanolderbrother) could possibly find out.
I see Cooper at lunch, me with all my friends and him, like usual, alone. Hes across the room, watching me like a hungry cat would watch an oblivious bird. However, I'm not oblivious, I know all about his little fucking game.
I'm surprised how empty my head feels, all I can think about is Cooper. No room for other thoughts. I'm even more surprised to realize I've been staring at Cooper for the entire period, and he knows this, as hes looking right back. Dull blue, almost grey eyes burning into me. Mocking me.
"Schlatt!" I jump a bit from Charlies voice "Are you listening?!"
"He looks nervous, leave him be." Travis eyes me sympathically.
"Hes staring at Cooper." Noah comments, not accusingly, just an observation.
Cooper looks smug right now, hes gotten something that could leave my entire world in shambles just for petty revenge, revenge for something he deserved - but yet he looks all the same mischievous. A little smile as like he's keeping a secret that nobody else can possibly know, well, actually, this secret is something he would probably believe everyone should hear about. I'm sure he believes my villainy should be exposed, how terrible of a person I truly am to the world. Although, I still know one thing for sure and one thing only,
I'm not the fucking antagonist.
My group, my loyal undying supporters look startled when I leap to my feet.
"Chill it was a jOke-" Charlie laughs nervously into his hand, he must've been lightheartedly teasing me, and I couldn't have been bothered to pay attention.
I mutter some bullshit promise of return before slipping out of the busy lunchroom. I don't think I can simply go back to my peers like everythings fine- it's not fine- I'm absolutely terrified.
I know what you're probably thinking, something that makes your blood absolutely boil, that makes you absolutely despise me, Schlatt, this is nobody elses fault but your own. You fucked your ex at a party. And- to that, I don't know what to say. I was extremely intoxicated, horny, I didn't want to disappoint.
