My Journal

june 5th 2020

I am still trying my best to get over this. So it was an online relationship of course as you know. We met on xbox, well he added me from the Fortnite kill feed. Anyways, we started texting. More and more everyday.

Then we started online dating. He was pretty chill at first, he was good to me. We talked and text every single day and night. Call all the time, 24/7.Anyways as the relationship went on, maybe the fourth or fifth month is where everything changed.

And just remember i low-key had hard feelings for this guy. We talked bout marriage and future, even know that was stupid to do. He started being a real jerk and um really controlling.

But as we go into the relationship more. He was really controlling. He started making me doing things i did not want to do, and he said if i didn't than he would get in contact of my parents or something and tell them all lies.

Anyways he would make me everyday to send him a screenshot of every app i have and who i have. He made me to delete every single person on snapchat, xbox, everything you name it. Even epic games. He would uhh make me send things if you know what o mean.

He would call me horrible horrible names every single day and night. Make me cry myself to sleep for like 5 months straight. He made me remove my close friends online i had for about 4 years i knew.

He also told them so much lies about me. That was not true. He would delete me or block me every night or week and if i didn't add him back, same thing he would get in contact with my parents. A lot a lot too much has happened that is probably not all of it. But you get the point.

Anyways i dealt with that for about 9 months in total. Then back in September i ended it. I finally did. I was upset for a while. Then i realized I'm finally free, but that's what i only thought.

So it has been about 6 months since i ended it and he still makes fake accounts on xbox, snapchat, everything. Just to get in contact with me. So maybe about 2 months or 1 he got in contact with my parents messaging them. He is pretty creepy i know.

He was messaging them on his account normally asking about me and creepy stuff yk. Then he made this fake account pretending to he his friend. But i knew it was him. Anyways he sent them uhh 16 pictures uhh don't need to get in detail.

But i got in really big trouble. And technically not supposed to have phones. I only do because of my school work...so yeah. Currently they don't know it was him on that fake account and he still remains texting them.

I probably left a lot out but you should understand. Also, my parents thinks i met the guy on discord.