I wrote this angst out of a pure vent- or rant as you would say LOLOLOLOLOL
now keep on reading UvU and ill explain reasons on why i did this angst- or fluff i dont know what to call this- also the song i put above maybe has something to do with this- i was just listening to it while writing
M/n = male name
H/c = hair color
l/n = last name
f/c = favorite color
f/f = favorite food
f/p = favorite plush/toy
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I sat still, my computer being open and my eyes being hazy. slowly my face started feeling wet, before I knew it I had a mental breakdown in front of the glowing screen, crying my eyes out as I looked to my side.
Its 3am...
I let out a heavy sigh and continued to cry, ever since this stupid pandemic started online school has been tough. So many assignments have piled up that ive been sitting here trying to comprehend how the hell im going to do them..
"YOUR SUCH A DISAPOINTMENT! YOU CAN'T EVEN DO ONE ASSIGNMENT WELL"
"Your sister has done so much better than you.. and shes younger. I expect more from you M/n."
"You can't do anything in this fucking house! go do your homework and stop bothering me!"
if only it were that easy...
I sighed one again and started writing in the blanks for the assignment I was working on. I was working on it until I got a phone call from my boyfriend Daichi. Yes the very lovable but most scary volleyball captain was my boyfriend and I couldn't be more grateful for it, everything about him was so perfect it made me question how someone like me got him.
Moving on I picked up my phone, my ear hearing a deep and groggy "hey babe, how you holding up with your assignments?" with that I responded with "not well... I can't sleep with these stupid assignments in my head and now I can't focus at all in doing them.. I can't do anything right.."
I sniffed and started to cry again, wetting my desk with my tears until I heard sawamura speak again. "don't say that M/n. I know your trying hard enough and as long as you try its okay, no one can judge you for that okay? Even if your disappointed in yourself you should know that im going to be a person that will never be disappointment in your actions". As a smile crept up my lips and wiped my tears away with my dirty sleeve of my hoodie, I got up and took that one off. replacing it with daichi's hoodie that I secretly stole from him. It was a bit big but I went to my bed. grabbing my f/p and hugging it while listening to daichi whispering sweet words to me.
"Your beautiful baby.. absolutely stunning, Your so perfect for me, all your imperfections make up the beautiful and amazing you and I wouldn't trade you for anything.. not for money and not for the world... because you are my world and i'd give up so many things to make you happy baby.." I melted at his sweet words. Making me want to hold him so close, I wanted to reach into his arms again but because of this stupid pandemic I couldn't do those things.. but one can dream right?
"I love you.. So god damn much daichi, you have no idea what you do to me" I giggled at my words. small tears of happiness rolling down my cheeks once again, but for once. I don't mind that, all that mattered was the man telling me all these sweet words and enjoying the moment we were having while being away from each other.
I sat up on my bed once again and grabbed my laptop while talking to my boyfriend, finishing the assignments I had left, It was wonderful and by the time the sun was rising I took a break and laid down on my bed once again. "thank you for helping me daichi.. it really helped today.."
I yawned out softly and smiled, his sweet words singing me something as I slept. hanging up the phone and waiting for the next day of classes to return. or maybe not knowing I deserved a well nights rest for today.
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hello everyone! its ace remember? the author! (okay we all know you wouldn't forget about me MUAHAHAHAHA *insert kuroos weird laugh*)
well anyways While I was wiring this something happened to me this morning in which (you can guess from because this oneshot is related to this TwT)
but then I also realized that im not the only one suffering from this situation of the stress of completing assignments and trying to just make their parents proud of them.
trust me I know this feeling. so I started the book with a bit of fluff and angst so it would give a little spIcCceE
also please help me with this wattpad story shit i dont get it at all LMAOO
but anyways i hope you guys liked my first oneshot and im super sorry that its short!! i promise ill write more than just this lolll
well anyways ill be heading off now! i got assignments to complete!
-ace is out-
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