Avengers imagines/one shots

violent -Bucky Barnes

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Violent by carolesdaughter

You and Bucky broke up a little over a week ago. You hated his guts, not understanding how you ever loved him. Well, that's not entirely true, you did still love him. You just couldn't show it. You broke up because he treated you like you were a baby. He told Steve to keep you off missions, to keep you inside the compound. You just weren't having it.

Understanding that he was just scared for your safety, you agreed on only going on missions that included him as well. It went well in the beginning until he started doing everything for you. Before you could get your gun out he tackled the guy. It was so nerve wrecking that you couldn't do anything yourself. You told him that you weren't okay with it and he just flipped out. The only option was to take a break in the relationship, that eventually led up to a break up.

It was hard seeing him and you were sure it was hard on him as well. Even though everyone could smell the sadness around you two, you were tough. Trying to act mad at each other. It just made things way easier.

You just finished a meeting at the compound. Feeling exhausted you decide it's the best to just go blow some steam of in your room. You tell everyone bye and go upstairs.

Going through the closet searching for your favourite shirt you remember that you left it in Bucky's room. You cuss to yourself not wanting to head up there and ask for it back.

You grab yourself together and leave the room.

You stand there, in front of his door. Feeling your heartbeat in your throat. You swallow before knocking on his door. A few seconds later the door opens, he looks confused but you see a little joy in his eyes.

"I came to ask you for my green shirt, you know? My favourite?" you try to make your voice sound as steady as you can.

He frowns his brows and looks directly in your eyes " I don't have it" he says before shutting the door to your face. He's clearly still mad. You put your foot between the door right in time.

"I know it's in here, Buck" you say quietly

"It's not, now leave" he spits, you were shocked at how he acted. "James, let me in" you say

He tries to close the door again, you stopped him. "Stop it."

You force the door open and go inside. "Leave, you can't be here" he says following right behind you.
You open his closet, trying to search for your shirt. He lifts you up and pushes you against the wall.

"Don't make me get violent" he says with his hand around your neck, you're shocked but not surprised. "I just want my shirt back, Buck. It's my favourite"

He loosens his grip and looks at the ground, "I know it is, it's just the only thing I have left from you"

Feelings start to rush all over your body, you don't know what to do. So you do the only thing that makes sense in that moment. You put your forehead on top of his. You stand there for a little before he takes a step back.

"Why did we break up? We're so good together, doll. You know we are." He says quickly.

You look at him with a sad expression on your face " You know why we broke up, Buck. We weren't good for each other"

"Tell me what to do to change! I will. I'll change for you" he says

You start getting angry. Every fight you guys had was about the same thing, him not letting you do what you're good at. You just can't believe that he still doesn't understand.

"What? Are you serious? Do you really not know why we broke up?" you raise your voice, Bucky notices the change in your posture and takes a little step back. "Please, tell me" he says quietly.

"You don't listen anyway" you say shaking your head, "I'll be quiet" he says

You think for a second wondering what you should do. He sees you debating with yourself and grabs your hand. You look up at him, looking into those sweet and caring eyes.

Every inch in your body tells you to kiss him, to forgive him. To love him again. But all those moments that you were in a fight, rambling about the same thing over and over again just made you angry.

He could see the anger rise up in your eyes and says a quiet "Doll?"

You breath out and say "You know, I don't really feel like fighting"

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