dm me? || namjin⚡

can you hear me?

hello, lovely readership <3

it's me! i'm back! (after like, 6 months :/)

firstly, i wanted to apologise for the lengthy hiatus i took, plus the fact that i didn't reply to any of your lovely comments in that time - i hope with my whole heart that none of you took it personally or were upset by it. i'm really, really sorry for being so absent. during the past 6 months, and generally since may (when my grandfather passed), i have been working on myself and my overall mood, including my coping mechanisms. although i will admit that i did think about wattpad, and story-writing, during my break, i resisted coming back until i thought that i would feel less fluctuation in my daily mood. i am much better since i was last summer, and i am still working on myself, but i feel ready to come back.

honestly, i'm sure it's a) not that deep to you and b) not even like you can remember who i am. i write under a pseudonym, which i have just changed (making it even harder for you guys to remember who i am), but before i post the next chapter, i promise to fill you in on where we are in the plotline (considering it's been literal months since i last posted and i don't expect that any of you remember what the hell happened in the last chapter!)

although it's likely that you've forgotten me, i want to clarify that i haven't forgotten any of you. thank you endlessly for all the support you've given me over the past two years, and specifically the last year, even though my schedule has disappointed you all so much. you're so appreciated.

lastly, i just wanted to promote my poetry anthology that i recently decided to start. it's called 'stream of consciousness' and can obviously be found on my page! of course, it's the opposite to this chill, crack work, but i'm just letting you know it's there, if anyone wants to read my mind. 

thank you all so much,
bella♡