Chapter 1 Atlanta , Georgia MISHARRON JERMISHA ALLEN || ASIAN 11:50 PM - Sept 15th
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"Hey Asian ." Dreezy said to me while handing me an brown bag . "Hey" . I said dryly . "What's going on ?" "Me and Von ..." I said with my voice cracking . "What's wrong sis ?" She said while rubbing my back . "
"The way he been doing me . Got me out here looking stupid and got these weak bitches think they can fuck with me ."
"Listen . Don't let no nigga I don't care who it is make you feel that way." She said while holding my chin making me look up at her . Warm tears rolled down my face and I tried to stop them but they kept coming down .
Me and Von been thru too much shit . I don't wanna lose him but if it's the best thing to do that's what we have to do . "Listen . He wanna do this song ." "What song ?" "I don't know but he got this song called "Mad at You" and he said he needed a female on there . He said I'll be the best person for it ."
"Yes . You would . What I gotta do ?" "Write out the verse ." Dreezy said while handing me the note book . I took the pencil and pen and started letting my feelings out and writing .
———— We been in this shit for two years Niggas know what's up with me (put some respect on my name) Say I don't show you off I can't even brag on your name comfortably (you for everybody) You got these weak bitches really thinkin' they can even fuck with me But wanna shoot at it if a nigga touchin' me Why you creepin' out late with yo bih And then run tellin' me that you tryna get custody (what?) I'm like hell no, what you care about? You wanna air it out, then nigga say it all (on God) Fuckin' a bitch with no rubber then sit back Then sit back and wonder why I had to play it rough (you fucked up) You say you real but you ain't at all How you break the code when you made it law? My love don't come with a price You could put me in ice it won't stop me from skatin' off (I'm priceless) And I come from the trenches It's hard to show love but for you I was different (I was) Been through this before So go be with a hoe 'cause I know you was itchin' The realest out all of yo' niggas (still is) Yeah, you heard me but ain't never listen (shhh) Don't be tweakin' to get some attention You gon' get caught with them rappers and strippers, I'm tellin' you
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Dreezy took the notebook away from me and she was reading everything I wrote . That was how I felt . Not all my emotions but most of them .
"Is it good ?" I asked .
"Yes . Does it feel better that you put your feelings out ?"
"Yes . It making me feel a little better that I did ." I said while wiping my eyes .
"Don't cry Asian." Dreezy said while moving my hair out my face .
"That shit fucked up . That prostituting ass hoe think she doing something . Thought she was my friend ."
" Asian stop ." Dreezy smiled . I admire her because she like one of my big sisters and some one I trust . I might not talk to her everyday but she is considered family . She the only one of my friends Von liked .
... LATER THAT NIGHT
Dreezy left and I was home by myself . It felt weird because I always usually have Von by my side and if not we was on good terms . Right now I don't want nothing to do with him .
I layed my head down on my pillow with my silk bonnet touching my pillow . My phone was off and I had my music playing low in the back while I slept . It was peaceful until I drifted off to sleep .
While sleeping I got an notification from iMessage . It was from Von. Von Asian can we talk .
I turned back over and tried falling back sleep but I couldn't . I tried everything . I ended up texting him back and then I just stopped texting him . I went back to sleep hoping I could get an fresh start to the day .
