"i love you"

0.5

the next day was quiet. the silence was deafening. hinata woke up to his stupidly loud alarm and left his room in hopes to see kageyama with breakfast ready made.

but he wasn't there

and neither was breakfast. hinata went up to the counter in despite that kageyama had left him nothing to eat, but it really was true, there was nothing there.

hinata's chest started to ache a little, and he had a gut-wrenching feeling, the feeling he normally gets when he's about to take a test of some sort.

with a little guilt, hinata climbed onto the side and opened the cupboard infront of him, he grabbed a bowl and cereal along with it, pouring some milk not long after.

he sat alone on the sofa in complete silence thinking to himself.

hinata's pov-
why do i feel this way? why does my stomach keep aching like this. i don't feel good.. i think i'm going to be sick-

hinata knew if he took one more spoonful of cereal that he would throw up, but part of him wanted to be sick so he didn't have to go to school.

so that's what he did.

kneeling, head over the toilet bowl, hinata threw up 3 times.

ngh- disgusting.
it's worth it. at least i get a day off of school.

hinata felt drained after throwing up multiple times, he didn't have the energy to return to his room, or even move, so he just lay there on the cold bathroom floor.

who knew throwing up could exhaust me so much..

before hinata drifted of to sleep from fatigue, he heard footsteps outside the bathroom door.

kageyama?

the person was now behind the bathroom door and attempted to open it.

"hinata..?" a voice spoke from the other side of the door.

hah. i locked it. i'm so stupid.

"hinata? are you in there?"

yup. that's definitely kageyama's voice.

"ughhhh. kageyama what do you want?" hinata managed to slur out.

kageyama's pov-
is he drunk? why does he sound like that?

shortly after, kageyama heard a flush of a toilet.

oh.. probably just morning tiredness..

*thump*

kageyama heard a faint thump on the bathroom floor and started to become mildly concerned.

uh.. still morning tiredness.. right?

"hinata..? you okay in there?"

no response.

fuck. he totally knocked himself out.

kageyama let out a faint chuckle, then stood in shock.

why did i just- you know what. i don't care right now.

with that, kageyama grabbed a pin, luckily he was smart so he knew how to pick a lock.

*creak*

he opened the door cautiously, only to see hinata on the floor.

jeez. what happened to him?

he rushed up to hinata and began shaking him.
"wake up you idiot."

"nghhh-" hinata responded

good. he's awake.

"get up. i'm not carrying you again, and we're gonna be late for school."

hinata slowly rose his head to look at kageyama.

"jeez you look horrible.."

hinata looked like the life had been sucked out of him and someone just threw him across the road.

"wow.. thanks" hinata groaned, picking himself up and brushing past kageyama, making sure to hit him on the way, and returned to his room.

hinata's pov-
ah great! it's actually 11am. i missed attendance. let's gooooo!!!

this was hinata's first time skipping school so he felt a bit off, but other than that he felt a little better.

oh. that means kageyama's skipped attendance too. that's not gonna look good since he's new.. oh well i don't care lol.

hinata was taken aback by that thought, was he getting meaner or what?

he lay on his bed in peace, until he heard the opening of his door, it was forceful and full of power. hinata slowly raised his head, he didn't have the effort for this today.

"you dipshit. i've missed attendance. did you forget i'm new?"

it was kageyama. and he sounded pretty pissed off.

"whoops. sorry." hinata replied sarcastically.

this only made kageyama even worse.

"are you fucking with me right now? you're really pissing me off hinata."

im curious.. how much can he take before he loses it? i'm bored so.. might as well find out.

"i don't particularly care right now. it's your fault, not mine."

"my fault? if you weren't knocked out on the floor from a.. hangover.. or whatever then i would've left on time!"

what the fuck? a hangover? he thinks i drink?

"a fucking hangover? what?"

"it sure looked like a hangover to me."

"so you think i drink?"

"yeah. i do. that probably why you act so fucking miserable randomly. on that note; what's with that?"

"what are you talking about? are you okay?"

"i'm perfectly fine, but you're not. one second you're all happy and bright and then the next.. you act like someone just toyed with your heart."

oh. so he noticed my attempts to hide who i really am. i worked so hard for this, i'm not giving it all up now.

"it's probably just a mental condition i don't know about.." hinata's voice became quieter, he seemed hurt by kageyama's prediction.

"then you should call up the local doctors and get it sorted."

and with that, kageyama exited the room, slightly slamming the door behind him.

kageyama's pov-
kageyama, you're the one who should get sorted; lashing out on him for something he can't control, how fucked up is that?!

little did kageyama know, it was something hinata could control, but how long would that last?

- girl let him go already.