I love you... but you don't love me (Dreamnotfound)

.1.

George's POV:
'George?' I heard from outside the door. How could I ignore him like this? He did nothing wrong but I'm acting like he did. I needed to speak to him, he could help, right?

Dreams POV:
I'm worried about him. He locked himself in his room 2 days ago and hasn't left since. He doesn't normally
do this, especially shut me out like this. I shout his name through the door to get his attention as many times as I can but I never hear a response; I don't even know the reason he's been feeling so down lately.

I want him to come out so bad. I really miss him, his cute smile, his dopey look. I would do anything to see his smile one more time

George POV:
I don't even know why I'm still in here. It's not doing much for me or Clay. He still shouts even though it's been 2 days. He tries to convince me to come out with texts and long conversations with himself just to let me know he's here. There working, I feel stronger by every text he sends and small plea for me to come out. I want to leave, but I can't risk it. Not yet.

Dream POV:
I would stay here outside his door for days just to make sure he is okay. I know life is quite hard for him right now and I will be with him every step of the way, I just want to know he's okay. He sees my texts, but just leaves me on read. I've tried to make him at least open his door to have food and water but he won't budge. He's always been stubborn, it's one of the many things I love about him, but right now isn't the time. I don't want him to die in there.

'George, please come out,' I continued, 'You need to drink something or you'll dehydrate. You know that.'

There was no response.

*George has been in his room for 5 days*

George POV:
'Please George, I'm worried' I can't do this any longer. All for some stupid crush, he's become more attached then ever. I just didn't want to feel like this anymore, having to hide my feeling from him. I love him so much, I want to tell him but it will mess up everything. He's my one friend who I know will always be here for me. I can't lose him. Friend or lover. I need him, I have to leave soon, I'm dying every second I'm in here; thinking this would make my love for him disappear was a dumb idea, it's just made me miss him and want him more.

Dream POV:
I'm slowly losing hope in him coming out, he hasn't eaten or drank anything in 5 days, he is slowly dying and I can't do anything to get him out of his room. I've tried unlocking the door but nothing works. I feel like he hates me but it's so sudden. We were doing so well but then he just left. Stopped speaking to me and try to put distance between us but then he just locked himself in his room, shutting me out.

George POV:
I can't do this anymore, Clay doesn't  deserve this. Even if I have to suffer with these feelings forever. Even if I have to deal with the constant burn from skin to skin contact, the urge to kiss and hug him that I have to repress, the distracting fluttering feeling in my stomach and the loss of air at the sight of him. I'll deal with all that just so that I don't loose him and he doesn't loose me.

'Clay?'