Arranged Marriage to Justin Bieber (On Hold Indefinitely)

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Sorry it's short I was really busy today.

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I got in Alissa’s car without a word and she knew I didn’t want to talk about it. I don’t understand why I’m feeling like this! I’ve only none Justin for a couple days and already I’m having feelings like this. This can’t possibly be normal! We pulled in to the driveway and I ran up to my room and on to my bed. I was so angry. After a while I started to drift to sleep until I felt someone shaking me. I heard Justin saying “Emma, Em wake up.” Ugh I was soo not in the mood to talk with him right now. I turned to face him and he looked at me and said “Em I’m so sorry about what happened there. I didn’t mean to leave you there. I was just going to run a little then come back but they kept following me.” I was so confused still. “Why did you leave in the first place” I said to him icily. He had a look of shock on his face when I said it so harsh but I was beyond mad right now. He quickly said with a shaky voice “I didn’t want to ruin the date for you. I knew they wouldn’t just leave so I ran. It seemed like a good idea then but not now. Will you forgive me Emma?” I didn’t know what to think. One second ago I was completely mad at him and now I wanted to forgive him! How did he have this effect on me! I slowly said “Ya Justin, I forgive just don’t do that again. You had me scared that you didn’t want me when you ran away.”I felt tears coming and Justin stared at me in surprise. He put his had up to my cheek and said “Em I told you I wouldn’t leave you. Why would you think I would.” “Well my dad, he left me what would make him different from you?” I cried. He said to me “Em I promise you I’m not like your dad. Trust me I know what it’s like to not know your dad. My mom has raised me ever since I was little.” I gasped in shock. I didn’t know that Justin was just like me in that way. Still though it was just so hard to be able to trust him. I didn’t want to see myself hurt if anything were to happen. There are just so many what ifs. I mean he could find somebody else or he could just figure out he didn’t like me anymore. That’s when I started to cry. I just let the tears fall down my face. I wasn’t just crying for what was happening with Justin. I was crying for all the years I hadn’t cried. For all the years that my dad wasn’t there and I never thought about it. I just sat there and cried for a while until I felt a hand drying the tears on my face. I knew it was Justin but I didn’t look up. I stopped crying and looked up at Justin. He looked filled with guilt. I assured him “Justin I’m not crying about what happened tonight. I’m crying for all the years I didn’t know my dad.” The next second I felt his arms around me. I hugged him back and sighed “You should probably get some sleep.” He nodded his head and hugged me one more time then left the room. I quickly fell into a deep sleep.