The day Luke leaves
"luke... why are you doing this to me? a few stray tears fell down my face as i watched him put clothes into his bag. i was sitting on the corner of his bed.
"im not doing it to you luna." he sighed using my nickname, tufts of blonde hair sticking out as he ran his hands through them." im doing this to me, but i really want to do this."
more and more tears started to leak from my eyes, a water fall cascading down broken, jagged, rocks. i felt all of the spirit leave my body, i felt my eyes turn a dead shade of brown. today i was going to tell him, but first he had to do this?
"you know what? i dont even care anymore. i was gonna tell you i fucking loved you, but since your leaving it isnt even worth it." i stood up and walked out of his doorway, slamming his bedroom door behind me as he watched.
it was only later in the night that i realised how much this hurt me. he hadnt called, to apologize or even say goodbye. and i felt my heart wrench out of my chest when he hugged one of his friends who had come to say goodbye befor getting into the car. she was a girl.
he didnt even look up to my window to see if i was watching, didnt glanc up to see if i cared that he was leaving, even though he knew i cared more than anything. he knew how i felt, but he didnt even want to check up on his best friend of 7 years, ever since i moved to sydney australia and had no friends, ever since he said hello to me on that frst day.
it hurt really bad. but youu know what? i dont care anymore, because im gonna do what he did and move on. maybe to california?
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Fanfictionluanna martz is a simple girl, living in a simple world. like Barbie, except she isn't plastic. but with her dead brown eyes, and her dull black hair that is most often put up into a lazy ponytail. and there is a reason for this. luke hemmings is an...
