I didn't want to fall in love or need someone. I really didn't want anything but then, you appeared and I started wanting everything.
It's been a week since me and clay went out. Me and all the boys talk everyday and stream every few days. I haven't really gotten any one on one time with clay recently because he's busy with YouTube but I get that.
I have been getting closer to nick though he calls me every morning to make sure I get up and ready for the day we always talk for a couple hours before going our own ways then we all talk in a discord call later in the day.
I've been working on doing something special for all my new viewers but I don't know what yet. Over the past week I've gained over a million follower from the boys and I don't really see any hate comments there's always one here and there but they don't bother me anymore.
I was just scrolling through Twitter while on the phone with nick as per usual when I received a dm from someone names Austin. I had heard of him before and I watched one of his videos where George 'found love' which surprise surprise didn't work out but why would he be dm-ing me?
*dm convo*
Austin
Hey y/n I don't know if you've heard of me but my name is Austin and I host a game show called love or host. I was just wondering if maybe you wanted to be on my show and see if you can find love?Y/n
Hey Austin of course I've heard of you and your game show but I don't actually have a face reveal so how would that work?Austin
Oh right of course well you don't have to have a face cam on but everyone else would have theirs on. Also I completely forgot to ask if you are single?Y/n
Woah woah Austin buy me dinner first 😂 no I'm just kidding yeah I'm very alone but okay that could be fun I'm totally downAustin
Haha no need to worry about me I'm way to gay for that and yes this'll be fun when are you free I'll need at least a week to gather contestants.Y/n
I'm free literally whenever I have nothing to do.Austin
Okay how does next week sound maybe Monday? Exactly a week from nowY/n
That sounds awesomeAustin
Great I'll keep you updatedY/n
Alrighty thanks AustinAustin
Anytime*back to real life*
"Hello earth to y/n are you still there" nick spoke through the phone "oh shit sorry Austin just dm-ed me" "like Austin from the Austin show?" Nick asked "yeah he wanted to know if I wanted to be on love or host next week" i said "oh did you say yes?" "Uh yeah I said it could be fun it's all for joke though" I laughed nick didn't laugh back he just stayed silent "hello?" I said slowly "oh yeah sorry that's cool I got to go though I'll talk to you later" " oh o-" i was cut off by nick hanging up on me.
What's up with him today. I went on with my day as usual. I talked to the boys later and steamed for a bit Austin announced my love or host later that night once I received a Twitter notification about the love of host I almost immediately received a text from clay
*text convo*
Clay
Are you really going on love or host?Y/n
Yeah why?Clay
But you don't have a face revealY/n
Trust me clay i knowI was going to send another text but I quickly got a text from clay
Clay
I don't think you should do a face reveal just yet I like being the only one who knows how beautiful you areDid he just call me beautiful? Aww that so sweet.
Y/n
Don't worry clay I'm not doing a face reveal Austin said I don't have to have a face cam but all the contestants will have one and I like being one of the only people who know what you look like too.Clay
Oh okay good I was worried for a second there.Y/n
Haha that's alright hey what are you doing right now?Clay
Actually nothing I finished my recordings for the day a few min agoY/n
Perfect why don't you come over I've been dying to watch the next episode of our showClay
I'll be over in 5*end of text convo*
God I loved saying 'our show' it was something we had together and it just makes me so happy. Clay arrived a few minutes later with popcorn in one hand phone in the other "I brought snacks" clay said with his goofy grin I giggled and motioned towards the couch
We sat and watched the show for a few minutes before clays phone went off. "Oop that must be Austin" clay said as he grabbed his phone "huh why would Austin be messaging you?" I asked really confused if we were talking about the same Austin. "Oh because I'm auditioning for your love or host" clay said while smirking at me maliciously "I- what" I stuttered "did you really think I wouldn't audition?" Clay questioned "well I- I guess I didn't really think about it I mean it's just a joke game show" did clay like me? Is this what he is trying to say? "Yeah the viewers will love it if I'm on" oh that's right the viewers they've been shipping me and clay for a while now it was all about the viewers. Clay was auditioning because of the viewers.
He didn't like me he was doing it for the viewers
Clays POV
I was so excited to audition for y/n's love or host. I knew Austin would let me in now I just had to read his message
*dm convo*
Clay
Hey Austin can I audition for y/n's love of host?Austin
Of course what do you want to choose love or host?Clay
I want to choose-*end of text convo*
The rest of the night y/n laid her head on my shoulder and we watched our show. Soon it got late and I had to go home. "It's getting pretty late I should get some sleep" I said "aww alright well I'll talk to you tomorrow and I guess I'll see you on my love or host" y/n laughed as she said that "haha yeah I'll talk to you later y/n I- un never mind see ya" "see ya clay"
Shit I almost said it again.
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FanfictionThis is a dream x female reader there will be TW at the beginning of chapters please do not read if you are sensitive to any of the following topics •Suicide/Suicidal thoughts •Depression •Death •Self harm •Slight gore There will be no smut scene...