When Love Dies

Chapter Ten

Beyoncé Knowles.

I stood in my bathroom staring at my reflection. I splashed some cold water on my face, so many thoughts ran through my mind. It's almost the end of junior year and I have yet to receive any scholarships. I didn't really care but my parents were always riding my dick.

"Beyoncé have you heard from UCLA yet" my father's voice boomed through my bathroom door.

"I haven't talked to my coach yet, I'm not sure"

Why does he care, he never comes to any of my games him or my mother. Ever since Solange passed it's like they forgot I exist, she died and they abandoned my feelings. I was the only person whoever gave a fuck about Solo, they were so caught up that they couldn't even see their own daughter was losing her battle to depression. They expected so much out of me but never supported me. My only supporter was my little sister.

God I miss my sister.

"Well you need to speak to the coach Beyoncé, I haven't seen you practicing either" He continued. "When you graduate your leaving this house... Do you hear me... You can-" I cut him off with a groan.

"Dad please it's seven in the morning I don't want to hear about college right now okay or anything else you to say right now."   I said irritated.

I didn't care about college anymore, the ambitious I had for school is thinning because I haven't heard anything. I've been hanging around Shawn a lot more and he had helped me not think about unnecessary shit like college and scholarships and what not.

I definitely didn't feel like going to school but I promised Kelly I'll come to her track meet which means I have to go school and I'm going to need a little something more to help me get through the day. After I finished my morning routine I threw on a simple outfit, I didn't have anyone to impress. SoI slid on some grey Adidas sweatpants, a white hoodie and my all white Ultra boost to match.

I went under my bed to grab a Rick and Morty box I opened it and grabbed a small nickel bag, raw cone papers and my lighter. I was going to need some type of stress relief if I was going to be at school all day. I headed out the house and went straight to my car I left out pretty early because I needed to make a couple of stops before I got to school. I sat in my car and decided to text Nicki usually I'll skip first period and we'll fuck but I wasn't feeling it today. I text Shawn to let him know I was in the way.
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After driving for about ten minutes I finally arrived to his house.

Bey💪🏾: I'm outside.

I sat in my car listening to Middle Child by J Cole waiting for him to get in my car. Shawn was never the type of person to respond to your text messages and I hated it. I sat in my car for another five minutes waiting for him impatiently before I decided to pull off he finally came outside.

"Took you long enough" I scoffed.

"Look I had to hook you up" He said as he approached the car and got in he handed me an quarter size bag of weed. "Oh look I want you to try these too" He grinned.

He pulled out three white circular pills. He licked his lips and followed up with a smile. "These bitches right here. Will have you feeling like the happiest person in the world."

"Shawn.. I told you man I'm done with that pill shit I can't get hooked on anything like that again.." I looked at him. "U know what happened when I got hooked on xans I can't go through that anymore"

He sucked his teeth. "Nah Bey these ain't like that at all.. DC3 it belongs to the molly family so you know it's going to bring serotonin, you know I wouldn't set up for bad like that I can't stand to see you like that again man. Just don't abuse these okay"