The Story of Tee: PROLOGUE & CHP #1 {being sick of yourself...}

The Story of Tee: Prologue & CHP 1

Prologue: I am She...

There is something so substantial

about finding out who you are. Having

the world tell you who you should be

your whole life.. Can get extremely

exhausting. So how do you break free ?
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How do you find the key, if you don't

know what it looks like ? Who will you

be when you find it, and open the door

to yourself ? These are just some of the

thoughtful questions running through my mind.

I don't want to accept someone else's

version of me. I also don't want to

succumb to society. Fuck that. With a

capital F. Until I got out of my own head,

and outside my skin. Until I looked in

the mirror, and loved what I saw. Until I

declared I was worth it. There was a

small, dark, room that I felt I was safest.

Turning on the light, and walking out,

was the hardest thing I've ever had to

do. But you know what ? It changed my life...

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CHP. #1 (Being sick of yourself)

What is being sick of yourself ? My

definition would be;

"The feeling of discomfort and/or

disappointment, due to one's own

thoughts or actions."

That being said, this feeling is often

tattooed on my stomach. I hate how I

respond to conflict sometimes. I dislike

my need to excessively explain

everything. I loath my deeply rooted

anxiety, that has grown thick roots

around my emotions. I'm sick and tired

of being misunderstood by the world,

and feeling like I'm always at fault for it.
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There's lot of things I wanna change