The unloved me...

hope of never returning..

*SHELBY i love you thanx for reading and supporting me and helping me with this chapter..... AMBBERR im not sure if your reading this or not but thanx for supporting me as well.. ill see you both when i come home i love you amber.*

The drive back was wierd. "Luke... why did you come by the house to pay him for me to have sex with you?"

" Look i didnt want to but i was going through a hard time... and well i saw you a while back hanging clothes out side with you sister so i pulled in to go talk to you but tim came outside before I had the chance to get out of my car. He said I could stop back by sometime to hang out with you and he gave me his number. When I called he said I could come by around 5 o'clock.. I didnt know what I was getting myself into. When he let me in and I saw you. I thought you were perfect. Your skin was pale but flawless. Your hair is so long and cute. I got lost in your big green eyes. Just standing in your presents turned me on. When you grabbed me and led me down stiars.. I didnt know what to think. and afterwards... I understud what was going on and wanted more but not in that situation.. i didn't want you to feel forced.. How did it all start..?" Luke let everything out...

"When I was five. My dad passed away. My mom went into a deep depretion and got heavy into drugs and alchol. One night she brought home this guy. Tim. and he got her so addicted she stopped working and he didnt work and we needed money.. s..sooo he called up a couple of his friends and told them that he needed money and he would let them have sex with me if they paid him 50 bucks since i was so younge. Alot of them agreed and as i aged the number of 'customers' did. Then one day when I was about eight; Tim brought home a baby. A one year old. I cared for her and when she turned seven he started to do the same with her." A tear escaped my eyes.

"Why did you start crying before when I had you against the wall." Luke questioned.

" Before you came over Tim had a guy come over and he payed for an hour. Well he hit me and choked me on that wall. I was just stressed out from what had happened."

"Im sorry Molly." Luke pleaded with his heart but I said nothing. If I talked i would bust into tears.