There's this voice inside my head a poison in my brain and whenever it shows it's fucking ugly face I feel it slither through my veins
So what I want relief ,it isn't selfish thats my belief,to cut your skin up ,drink till your puking it up,take some pills till you fall asleep and never wake up
My skin feels tight ,like I'm buried alive ,I'm trapped in my own mind and my Bodies my tomb where I can't see the light
Buried down deep these twisted voices never let me sleep, comatose no one knows ,my thoughts lined up in bloody rows,my future a grave yard my heart is buried six feet deep,I pray to the gods that my spirit is mine to keep,this fucking world wants to bend my knees,feels like my progress stopped by dio stuck in a deep freeze,pen to paper it flows like a knife in my veins I let it flow
My mask is heavy look out world cause no one's ready,barrel straight aim is steady I'm about to go off like a bouncing Betty, nuclear apocalypse lay to waste everything that was my faith, pushing everyone away I'm a mental case ,thoughts are heavy my breathing's unsteady ,that crown bows the king's head cause damn it's deadly
Mentally I'm breaking from this hell there's no escaping don't know why these people wanna date me I'm a nightmare not a day dream I'm like gun with no safety when I go off people hate me I'm like the definition of insanity I do it over not expecting the same thing this delusion that people can save me is really the thing that's caged me my only escape is resting down there 6 feet thats the only cure that will
I'm surrounded by people but lost in a ocean everyone rushes by in a blurry motion sometimes I'm numb but then there's the pain of emotion disguise cyanide as a secret potion when I'm gone then people will know shit my life's is a book please someone close it no need to read it with such devotion cause I'm that's baggage to unpack best leave it on the luggage rack a todal wave of panic attack the high of life the withdraw is pain I've had so much so where my gain?
