I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)

Chapter 3~ New Beginnings

Chase's P.O.V

"this is a bad idea". I say sitting on the bed. "Its fine babe You'll forget everything that's happened the past weeks". She says heels clicking coming from the bathroom. She walks closer to me undoing her robe showing her lingerie. Fuck I remember when Taylor wore that sexy lingerie under her Christmas outfit. She pushes me on the bed slowly taking off my shirt. "Now I'm going to give you the time of your life and make you forget you even knew her".

Taylor's P.O.V

"Addison I don't know what to do I love Chase but at the same time I don't even know we've been through so much shit but I don't think we're going to be able to fix this problem". I huff into the phone while holding Hannah in my arms.

" I know love and I don't either. You have the right to feel betrayed and hurt and at this point you should just start new. New beginnings. A new chapter".

"Yeah but where am I going to stay Addison I can't go back there risking seeing him".

" Tay you can't avoid him for the rest of your life you realize your still married to him right so your kind of attached still until you get a divorce but I don't know if you want to".

"I do but I don't Addison I don't know what I want at this point. I mean we have kids so I don't wanna go through all that custody stuff that would stressful for the kids and I plus I'm still planning on going to college". I sigh as Anthony starts crying. I get up holding the phone by my shoulder.

" well where is the college your going to at"? Addison asked.

"Well I applied for 3 two are in LA and one is in New York. The two LA university's accepted me I'm waiting on new York though".

" oh well there you go just start college there an start a new life from there and as for the kids I can see if I could move out there with my uncle and watch them when you go to you classes ". Addison suggests and I smile.

I haven't smiled since before I left chase. I used to do happy but this past week I haven't been able to crack a smile nor laugh.

" I would love that Addy but I don't want you to rearrange your plans just because of my problems ".

"Taylor your 21 and married with 2 kids these are not problems these are things that so many different people face and a day to day basis I'd be happy to help you in any way I can". 

"thank you Addison I appreciate this so much I don't know what I would do without you". I say. 

"of course that's what I'm here for". 

"well I'll let you go and I'm gonna think of something for Dinner". I say and Addison says her goodbyes and I hang up. 

Hannah and Anthony are back in their carseats sound asleep. 

I go on my phone and see Chase in my contacts. Should I. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. 

I click it and scroll through our messages seeing all the cute ones from over time and I smile. Back then Chase and I were a Happy go couple who didn't care about anything else but being with each other. We loved each other and it wasn't puppy love. It was LOVE. 

The type of love that you never forget. The type of love that has you doing crazy things just to be with that person. The type of love you risk your entire life for. The type of love that last forever..no matter what obstacles that are going to occur during. 

Don't get me wrong I loved chase and part of me still does but the lie he told was bad. Hell he didn't even lie he just bluntly broke a million promises he had made. I look down at my fingers and realize I still had the ring on. 'Forever it will be us' Is what the ring said. I remember this was before I had questioned him about Olivia and he got angry and stormed off. We had made up but then I left him because I thought he was lying about Josh. We took a really long break even after the babies were born and then we made up and we then got married and now here we are. 

I look at the ring and I can't even have the guts to take it off. My thoughts told me to take it off and throw it away but I couldn't. I also had the wedding ring on. I haven't taken it off. He still feels a part of me in some ways. 

I sit there for a moment and think everything through until my phone buzzes. It's Nessa. 

"hey nessa". 

"hey girl can you come down here". Nessa says sounding frantic. 

"uh yeah what's up"? 

"your dad..he's sick". She says and I start to tear up. I know after everything I don't what kind of relationship I have with my father but he's still family. 

"alright I'm on my way". I mumble hanging up. I grab my stuff and make sure I have everything leaving the hotel with my two children sleeping peaceful in their car seats. 

Here I come dad. 

A/N 

hey guys make sure you read books 1-3 of the chase hudson series before starting this one. I just want to make sure you guys know what happens before getting into this one. This book will be wild and full of surprises so get your teacups ready :) If you haven't seen the trailer for season two I put it right here so you can see. Hope you guys like the book so far it will get better and better as the story goes on. Love Yall <3