yeah, i have an eating disorder.

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it always starts by not being a big deal
1200
700
300
0
it's healthy until it's not
180
130
98.3
0
i mean if your bmi is still above 18.5
it's not like you're gonna die
right?
the numbers
the numbers don't lie
and my numbers tell me that i'm overweight
so i think i might just go make myself puke until i cry
70
50
30
0
beats per minute
as i lay in my hospital bed
i wrap my fingers around my wrist
and i disintegrate
not weighing enough
to exist

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