I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)

Chapter 4~Comatose

Chase's P.O.V 

I woke up with a pounding headache. I look over and see her in the bed next to me. I get up and ignore her and go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror at myself. I look horrible. I look deprived of eat and sleep which isn't wrong. I haven't really eaten or slept since Taylor left.I was pretty confident that she would've come back by now but I guess not. 

I throw on a shirt and head downstairs and make breakfast. As I'm in the middle I hear footsteps come down. I look and don't say anything as she walks in the kitchen. "morning babe". her cheerful rings through my ears making me practically losing my appetite. I don't say anything as she wraps her arms around me. I push her off and walk to the cabinet grabbing a plate. 

"what is your problem you weren't this quit last night". she smirks.

"Look why can't you just leave I called you because I was drunk and didn't know what the fuck I was doing". I groaned and she looked at me looking as if I offended her. 

"Chase we all know that you called because you missed me don't be so stubborn". she rolls her eyes and at this point I'm done. 

"Charlie I'm fucking done alright. Clearly you were just a one night thing. I don't want to talk to you ever again. We're not friends and clearly we're not in a relationship so just leave me alone please"! I shout and she looks scared. She opens her mouth to say something but chooses not to. She goes upstairs and puts on clothes and in less than 5 minutes she's out the door slamming it on her way out.

I eat my breakfast and as I'm cleaning up the kitchen I get a call from Nessa. 

"hello". I say answering it. 

"hey chase what are you doing right now"? 

"uh cleaning up my kitchen right now what's up". 

"taylor's dad is in the hospital". 

"what is he ok"!?

"no he's super sick and taylors heading there right now this is your chance maybe you could fix things with her".

Nessa's right. I could. This is my chance. 

"I'll be there in 5". I say and hang up. Taylor I will get you back don't worry. Forever and Always.

Taylor's P.O.V 

It's currently 6:00 and I'm almost back to LA. I'm close to Chase. Luckily I won't be seeing him. My plan is to go stop by the hospital then go to Addison's and figure out my plan from there. 

After about 2 more hours I finally arrive and I see Addison and Ness awaiting me. I smile and wave as I run lightly being careful because I have to fragile babies with me and finally reach the car. 

I set the babies car seats in the backseat and sit next to Nessa. "hey girly I missed you even though it's only been a week". Nessa laughs giving me a side hug and I smile. 

The rest of the ride is silent until we reach the hospital. 

I run in quickly leaving Addison with the babies and Nessa ends up following me. 

"Richard Miller". I say and the lady types on her keyboard.

"family member"? she asks and I nod. 

"Taylor Miller I'm the daughter". I say and she smiles then says congratulations. 

I give her a confused look and she says "Your last name". 

Oh. I forgot. It's Taylor hudson now. 

I don't know what to say so I smile. 

"room 352". she says sweetly handing Nessa and I visitors passes. 

We go in the elevator and walk down the hall. "room 352". I mumble standing in front of the room once I found it. I walk in and see my father hooked up to so many devices.

"dad oh my god". I mumble running over to him. 

I sit by him and look closely to him. His eyes are closed and he's deep in sleep. I start crying and I take a hold of his hand. 

"dad..I know we're not that close anymore after everything has happened but I want you to know that I love you so so much and I'm sorry for not speaking to you. If I could take back everything that was said and done I would, I hope your ok I love you so so much". 

My dad moves a little but doesn't open his eyes or say anything. 

I sit there for a moment then hear a small knock. I look up and see Nessa come in. Behind her..was chase. 

He just looks at me with his mouth open not knowing what to say.  

"what are you doing here..Nessa what is chase doing here". I whisper yell. 

Nessa opens her mouth to say something then closes it. 

"Hi Taylor". Chase says walking up to me and I could smell the aroma of alcohol all over him. 

I step back making his eyebrows furrowed.

"what's wrong taylor". he mumbles as Nessa just looks at us and excuses herself out the room.

"I smell alcohol". I mutter and he looks away like he's ashamed. He should be. 

"I miss you". he says and I look away. 

"why are you here". 

"Nessa said you might need comfort so that's why I came". 

"well I don't need you here I'm doing just fine..I'm actually moving soon". I  blurted out.

Damn it why did I have to say that.

"w-what do you mean moving". 

"I'm finally going to college like I wanted to chase. Without you. That's how it should've been in the first place. I'm starting new". I still whisper not wanting to disturb my dad.

"what do you mean that's how it should've been. Taylor if we never met we wouldn't have the babies o-or have those adventures together". Chase says raising his voice from the whisper. 

"Adventures? is that what you want to call them. Chase Your friend killed all our friends and we never knew until last year. I had to watch one of my best friend since I was little get shot right in front of my face. That is no fucking adventure chase,if you think that then you are sick I don't ever wanna see you again. Don't you understand that You've made my life a living hell and i just tried to ride by through it but I can't take it anymore. I'm done". 

He looks at me with no emotion. My dad stirs a little in his sleep again but remains with his eye closed still. 

"I'm sorry". Chase mumbles out tears coming down his face this time. 

I look at him as he looks at me and sits down in the chair holding his face in his hands. He runs his hands through his hair and none of us say a word. 

After 5 minutes of silence he gets up and I notice something. A Hickey.