if the skies were blue

+quarreling+

So I stand up and say
"I am leaving"

You left?
Yes I left

And then what?
Well I leave

I say
"I can't do this anymore"

So you tell him
Yes I do

And then what
He stops me

He says
"Why are you being like this?"

I say
"Because you don't care how I feel"

He says puzzled
"What do you mean?, I care"

No he doesn't care, he's never cared about you
I know

And I tell him
"Well how come you haven't noticed?"

He says definitely unaware
"Notice what?... your hair oh yeah you cut it"

Really? He said your hair?
Yes I know that idiot

So what do you tell him
I tell him the truth

"That's not what I mean,
I love you and you haven't noticed my feelings"

Omg you told him that
Yes yes I did

He says surprised
"I didn't know"

I say
"I know, I mean she's on your mind 24/7"

Wait who's on his mind?
That girl, the one he talks about

Oh that one
Yeah, girl, focus

"You are always talking about her,
And I can't stand it"

He said
"Oh"

Oh that's all he said, are you serious
Yeah I know

"That's why I am telling you,
I want to get rejected quickly"

I continue
"So I can quickly move on, because I can't "

Wow you are so cool, telling all you feelings
Thanks

And then
Well he was quiet for a second and said

"Well you are wrong, I do care"
"I care about you and how you feel"

He continued
I remained silent

"I didn't tell you about your hair because I thought you didn't liked it, it was not cut well"

I sat down
He sat next to me

" I didn't want you to think it didn't suit you, you look beautiful with anything"

I got a bit shy
He continued

"And that girl I am always talking about, the one that's always on my mind"

Omg who is it, I'll fight her
No girl, wait

He said
"That girl is you"

He continued
"I love you, I just thought it wasn't mutual"

He loves you?
Yes I know I couldn't believe it

I said
"Mutual?"

He smiled
"Yes I didn't think you would love me back"

What an idiot
Yeah a very lovely idiot

I replied
" i love you "

He said
"I love you too"