Me and My Craziness XD

February 13, 2015

It's been 6 days since i have gotten a texr from you...your phone is shit i know.

But the longer i wait the harder it is on my heart. I love you. And because of my love for you I haven't just left. You are worth the stress.

But I'll be honest with you not talking to me and drama with my home life i have thought about cutting myself again. And ive been.reading this.book on wattpad. That is making me want to cut again to remember what it's like.

I just wanna bleed...

I just want you to be here not there. You're too far away love.

I want you right here next to me in bed. I want to snuggle up against your chest with my head in the crook of your neck and fall asleep listening to your heart beat knowing that this is real...that you are real and mine and you would be playing with my hair which is gonna knock.me out because i love it when my hair is played with.

Being miles apart along with a time.zone sucks.

But we made it work before but im too close to 18 to where i can run away and come live with you.

Im in love with you. I have been for two years now. I just needed fhat time to figure it out.

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

-Rose