Loki x reader ( slow burn)

An avenger

A/n: hey please don't forget to vote if you like the story. I will try to post up to chapter 20 by the end of the week.
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It's been a week since the party. You had healed pretty quickly. In fact you were going to be getting the stitches out soon.
You had spent the day reading with Loki in his room. Every so often you found yourself staring at him, wondering if you liked him. Either he didn't notice, or he didn't say anything.
"Hey. Tony said he's got another mission." Sam said not bothering to knock.
"Already? Ok, i'll see you later Loki."
"No he wants both of you."

You turned to face Loki and saw he was confused.
"Really?" Loki gasped.
"Yeah but you have to get to the briefing room quickly."
You sat straight up and pulled Loki behind you as you made your way to the elevator.

As you walked into the briefing room, you saw a tall man with an eye patch.
"Loki, y/n. This is nick fury, the director of shield." Tony said sharply.
"Hi I'm y/n." You said walking towards him with your hand stretched out. He shook it gingerly and motioned for you to sit.

"Now y/n, I know you're recovering, but this is very important. You and Loki are going to go a party as a couple and stakeout the host. We believe he might have information about a terrorist group. You two are going as he has already seen the rest of the team."
"Ok. When do we leave?" You said cautiously.
"Tonight. So get ready."

You and Loki left the room, making your way to his room.
"Why do we have to go as a couple?" He spat at you obviously annoyed.
Was the thought of being with me really that bad?
"Why do you hate me or something?" You laughed trying to hide the sob rising in your throat.
"No. I'm just annoyed."
"Actually i think i'll go to my room for bit." You said before closing your door.

As soon as you got in your room, a tear fell down your cheek.
Damn, why am i so stupid? Crying over a boy, that's just sad.

Loki's POV.
"Why do you hate me or something." She laughed. But I could hear the hurt in her voice.
"No. I'm just annoyed." Well done, I'm sure that made her feel loads better, you idiot.
"Actually I think I'll go to my room for a bit." She said before closing her door.

What have I done now? Of course I don't hate her. It's exactly the opposite. I like her very much, maybe too much.
I opened my door and closed it behind me. Now she's gonna hate me.

Your POV
After ten minutes of crying your eyes were red and puffy. You had decided to stop crying about it and put some music on. You shuffled you liked songs and the first song that came on was tee shirt by birdie. It just reminded you of Loki more.
The lyrics were carried into your mind but a soft voice and melody.
In the morning, when you wake up I like to believe you are thinking of me
and when the sun comes through your window, I like to believe you've been dreaming of me.
You skipped to the next song. Cloud 9 by beach bunny played, it reminded you of him too, so much that you started crying again.
Cause when he loves me I feel like I'm floating
When he calls me pretty I feel like somebody.

You got up, paused the music, wiped your tears violently and moved over to your desk. You saw that tony had sent you a file for tonight. Your alias was a 22 year old fashion designer named Megan McConnell. Loki's was Jack McConnell, a 24 year old businessman. Were seriously married?
You had to leave in two hours so you read through the rest of the file and got changed into a gold dress. You wore gold heels and had a black smokey eye, that Wanda helped you with.

Half an hour before you had to leave you rounded up all your courage and knocked on Loki's door. He didn't answer, so you knocked again. Again no answer. You opened his door to find him walking out of his bathroom. He was wearing the trousers of a tux, and nothing on his top half. You caught yourself staring and snapped out of your daze.
"Hey husband." You said tensely.
"So you read the file?" He replied sounding bored.