I will just jump to my thoughts, because i will forget about them, and this valuable time will vanish soon and replaced with unproductive one.
💡I realized that at certain times i have all the positive control over my thoughts and willingness, it's an amazing feeling, i feel like i can plan and do
But
This only lasts for a limited time, that's also not bad, but again, even those times are filled with distracting materials
It's annoying when i feel that i am being dragged, why to be dragged i want to be able to get the most of my time
That's the whole soul of this, is to keep track
Knowing this i hope i wont be my enemy, because if i just realized that truth and still i kept choosing to be dragged away from my aspires then this is solely my fault 🤦♀️
I'll stay hopeful and i will try to learn by any means to be committed
What's about me now?
I left work, i left almost everything, literally isolating myself and the good thing is i am starting to feel sick of it
I want to be able to write down my thoughts my goals my plan as easy as i used to.. I don't know how i let myself to loose track for years like this
Anyhow, i tried to listen, read and watch some helpful materials i don't know if learned something but I will take the path hopefully I will find a way through
