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Travis POV 

I cuddled up to Kylie and Stormi as we watched her favorite movie trolls this was like our 5th time watching trolls this week and at this point, I know everything that's going to happen so I wasn't paying attention to it, to be honest, I was thinking about Bella. it's been almost 2 years since she died and I still can't get my mind off her 

And I know I'm not the only one Stormi doesn't even call Kylie mommy even though I told her that Kylie was her mommy she just calls her by the first name what type of child does that well I mean Stormi does she's pretty smart and pretty big for her age, she got long legs like her mom with beautiful curls just like Bella's and not to mention her pretty browns eyes reminded me of the love of my life every time I look at them but her face also reminded me of Kylie they looked so much alike I couldn't even tell the difference sometimes but that didn't change the fact that I'll never get over Bella I just can't 

Stormi: oh no

She said pointing at the tv where the trolls were getting kidnapped, me and Kylie just giggled a little bit even though she's watched this like 100 times she always act surprised when something happened it was adorable 

I got up from the bed and went downstairs to be alone like a usually do when I feel like crying, I never used to cry but after Bella's death I can't control my tears anymore they just come out whenever they feel like it and I hated that

I grabbed a soda can from the fridge then sat on the couch just to have some silence but that didn't last because I couple of minutes later I heard 2 sets of footprints coming down the stair I looked up and I saw Kylie holding Stormi's hands as they walked down the stairs

I give them a fake smile as they sat on the couch across from me I called tell Kylie was worried by the look on her face and I could tell Stormi was sad because Kylie didn't let her finish the movie, we all sat in silence until Stormi called my name and held her hands out for me to hold her

I grabbed her from kylie's arms and sat back down, I started cuddling her a little but my attention turned away from her when Kylie started talking 

Kylie: your thinking about her aren't you

Travis: yep

Kylie: damn she must be something can you tell  me more about her she seems like such a strong independent woman 

Travis: well I mean she was, she never like it when people tell her what to do she was always sweet and kind with the biggest heart ever. She and Stormi were literally best friends they were ever apart for one second it was the cutest things not to mention she was super intelligent always knew the solution to every problem well except for the one that killed her that was the only solution that she didn't know

Kylie: you know you never told me what problem you're talking about

Travis: it's nothing I don't want you to get involved plus the police are still investigating and if they had any clue that you might know something you'll never hear the end of it I swear those cops are annoying 

Kylie: well ok i gauss but she does sound like an amazing person not going alone what's her name again

Stormi: Bella mommy Bella 

We both looked at Stormi in surprised this was the first time she had said somebody's name correctly we knew she already knew how to talk without messing up but she had never said anybody's name 

She usually just calls me daddy and called Kylie kwlie it was funny but to hear her say her mom's name almost made me cry knowing I did an amazing job making sure she remembers her mom that's all I ever wanted is for Stormi not to forget her mom but to remember her until we see her again 

Kylie pulled out a picture book that me and Stormi made a couple of months after Bella died, it had a bunch of pictures of me, Stormi, and Bella in it together we usually looked at it when we miss her or are feeling sad it always made Stormi happy looking at her mom even she knew how much she looked like her mom which made her more confident cause her mom was beautiful 

Every time Stormi would look in the mirror she would point at herself and tried to say Bella's name but it always came out weird, she looked through the book until we found our favorite picture of Bella at her pregnancy shoot we all like that one even Kylie we had to admit she looked stunning when the lights hit her slightly darker skin tone she was the same skin tone as Kylie but 3x darker 

We all laughed and giggle as we looked at all the silly pictures we took with her until we reached the back of the books where all the pictures we took at Bella's funeral where tears started falling from both me and Stormi's eyes as the memories flooded our heads with sadness 

I cuddle Stormi my arms and Kylie join not soon after Kylie joined us and we just sat there comforting each other thru sadness for at least 30 minutes, I don't know when I'll ever get over Bella but I know it's not going to be soon at all  I just want to see and hold her one more time