I have returned: A Historia x male reader fan fic

Reunion

Jean POV:

Me, Connie and Sasha were saddened about the death of Y/n, neither of us didn't know what to do, either he was dead or alive, I can't believe it and I'm starting to lose hope, our beloved friend and our comrade is gone

Connie: I... I can't believe it.... He never came back... His death doesn't seem to register with reality

Jean: Hm... Afraid you're right Connie, he helps us through so much, feels like we'll see him the moment we walk in the mess hall, I'm honestly starting to lose hope for now on.. Its crazy to think-

Sasha: Will you both just shut up for a second?! He's still alive. I can feel it! We can't just talk about that he's dead, the least we can do is believe, believe that he is still alive, DO YOU HEAR ME?!

Connie: .....Sasha....

Jean: Okay....... Y/n...... Is alive...

Connie: But.. Jean...

Jean: He's alive, Connie. He's strong. And more capable in fighting. He's humanity's 3rd strongest, we can't talk like that Connie

Connie: Yeah.... You're right.... He's alive....... Hey Sasha! I bet I can eat more potatoes in 5 minutes!

Sasha: Heh. That's sounds like a challenge I can win easily

Jean: *sighs* You two are just too much sometimes

Eren POV:

I was all by myself in my room and saddened about the death of Y/n, he was like a big brother to me

Eren: *starts to tear up* I can't believe it......

I then saw something on my table. It was the handbook of Y/n, I started scanning the pages, he had some thoughts about Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Connie, Sasha, myself, Captain Levi, Hanji and his girlfriend, Historia, she lost her mind after learning his death and his noble sacrifice

Eren's thoughts: I'm sorry Y/n! Please forgive me for not helping you! I'm so sorry...

Historia POV:

I couldn't believe it! I don't want to believe it! It was not true that Y/n is dead! He was alive, I have lost my mind a couple hours after the death of my boyfriend Y/n, I was curled up in a ball in my room, sobbing due to what happened earlier to Y/n, I then had a letter which is from him, it says

To my Dear Historia or Christa,

I'm sorry I left you alone in this unpredictable world, I know you might be sad about my death but I want you to know that my heart belongs to you, I still love you, even though I left you behind, I.. Just wanted to say thank you.. I mean to tell you that, these memories that we made since were cadets until the both of us became scouts, I know why, you thought of me as I am a big brother, and I thought of you as a little sis to me, please just be safe always and don't do anything bad to my friends, and also, be a happy girl always...

Your boyfriend,
Y/n

This is the first time he wrote a first and last letter to me, Tears are falling down on my face, why did he leave me in this unpredictable world?

Historia: Why? *sobs* Why did you do that Y/n? *sobs* Why did you leave me Y/n?! *sobs harder* WHY?!?!

Couple hours later....

Jean POV:

Sasha, Connie and I were tasked to find out what happened in this area, evaporating bodies of titans are turned into skeleton corpses, Sasha heads to the first tower while Connie and I head to the second tower

Sasha POV:

This area is truly dark, luckily I had a flashlight to find someone here, I then heard some sounds of ODM gear, the door was bashed open and I was freaked out, the person had a wings of freedom cloak and ODM gear

???: Hi Sasha...... Miss me?

The unknown person stares at me for seconds and he started to lower his hood, that h/c...... Those e/c eyes...... It was Y/n right in front of me

Sasha: Y....... You're..... You're alive....

At first I was freaked out and shocked but I hugged him so tight, and screamed out of happiness

Jean POV:

Connie and I heard a scream from Sasha which is from the first tower, we went to it and saw her hugging someone else, it was Y/n but with scars

Y/n: Hey guys... Missed me?

Connie rushed to him and he hugged Y/n, after that we were now riding back to Wall Rose

After we got back many scouts were wondering who is he and why he had a wings of freedom cloak, they don't know why

Scout 1: Who is that guy?

Scout 2: Don't know who he is

We then came inside Hanji's office and came in, at first she was shocked but so happy

Hanji: Oh.... My..... God! I never knew you are still alive, I'm so glad you're safe!

Levi: Welcome back brat, nice to see you're still with us

Historia POV:

For this time I felt lonely, alone and cold, I lost Ymir, now I lost Y/n, I don't know what to do without him, only I could hope is that he is alive, just then, a knock was heard at my door

Historia: Go away!! Please!!

???: You know I won't go away Historia

Historia: Just please leave!! Please leave me alone!!!

???: I won't Historia....

Historia: PLEASE!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

???: Not until I came in

I just looked away in sadness, I don't know who is that person talking to me

???: I'm coming in now Historia

I just looked away in sadness. The person started to open the door in my room, he entered and I looked at him in shock, he was wearing a wings of freedom cloak, but it was bloodied, a jacket with the scout regiment emblem, and also he had an ODM gear

???: Hi Historia...... Missed me?

The unknown person stares at me for seconds and he started to lower his hood, I was left shocked at his appearance, that h/c hair....... Those e/c eyes....... It was Y/n.... Smiling at me

Y/n: Missed me?... Because I missed you too

At first I was shocked but now I was happy, I went to him and hugged him so tight, I then sobbed at his chest and started to cry harder, I'm so glad he was still alive

Historia: How?.. How are you still alive? *slaps Y/n* NEVER, LEAVE ME, AGAIN!! OKAY?

I then continued to cry on his shoulder, he was surprised at first but understood as he held me close while I was still crying