Chapter 2

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*continuation from last chapter*

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After talking with Niall for a little and playing a few rounds of Fifa, and stuffing our faces with pizza we decided to go out since it was Friday. We decided to wait till 9pm. It was currently 8:00 so the time we were going to leave was still a ways away.

"Alright lads i'm off. I'm gonna stop by my flat and change and i'll meet you lot at the club in an hour or so" I tell them. "Okay, do you think you could give me a lift to my place I got a cabbie here?" Zayn asked me while heading to the door before i had a chance to say anything back.

"Yah sure Z."

"Bye, Li bye, Nialler see you later."

"Bye, Z" Liam called back.

"Byyye!!" Niall shouted at us.

We got in my car and i dropped Zayn off at his apartment. "See you later" I shouted to the god like bloke as he got out of the car. He waved back and walked into his flat.

As I drove off i started thinking about me and my relationship. I don't feel like i want to be with her anymore. I've been out to my mates as bisexual for quite a while now. But lately i've only had attractions to men. I haven't found a girl attractive in a little over 1 year. Maybe i was gay?

No that's nonsense I have a girlfriend. And i love her, even though we haven't had sex in almost a month, and it didn't bother me one bit. Speaking of Eleanor I haven't checked if she texted me.

At that i pull my phone out and...

4 Missed Calls From El❤️
7 New Messages From El❤️

"OH SHIT!" I swerve the car into the empty lane next to me. I almost hit another car.

His breathing was really heavy as he pulled over to catch his breath.

5:47 pm  Hey Lou, do you want to hang out tonight?

5:59 pm Maybe you are in the shower, just text me when you get this :)

6:20 pm Louis, Are you okay? Do you want to hang out tonight?

6:50 pm I just called you, why aren't you answering your phone.

7:15 pm Lou i know you don't sleep this early. Text me pleassse.

7:36 pm Hello? Are you going to answer me or what?

7:49 pm Im coming over. You better not be cheating on me with some slut!

He tried calling her but she didn't answer.  So he texted her:

8:18 pm  Omg, El i'm so sorry i'm almost there!

"Fuck, Shit." I hurriedly drove the rest of the way to my apartment. When i got there it was almost 8:20. He hadn't realized how long he was pulled over for.

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He pulled into his parking spot right outside his apartment and he didn't see Eleanors car which was probably a good sign.

As he was unlocking the door he remembered that he never gave El a key so there was no way she could get in anyway.

He got a shiver down his spine, as he was unlocking his door he heard a very, very familiar voice...

"Where have you been?" It was Eleanor. He turned around as he opened the door.

"Hey love, i'm sorry i didn't text you back earlier i was with Liam, Zayn, and Niall."

"Yah, sure you were."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means you are lying."

"Can we take this inside please?"

"Why? It doesn't matter it's not gonna change anything."

He reached for her hand "Please El. Can we just talk about this. I promise i was with them."

"Whatever." She said while pulling her hand away.

"Fine."

"Your not gonna beg me to stay?"

"Why would I? You always do this, everytime I hang out with the lads or anyone at that you come up with some shit excuse to get mad at me. It's not fucking fair! You make me feel like i'm the one who did something wrong. You know what just- Eleanor, i can't do this anymore. It's over." Holy hell i can't believe i did that.

"Wh- what do you mean it's over? Why are you doing this Lou?" He doesn't answer. "Please Lou-"

"Don't call me that."

"What?"

"I said don't call me that. You're not allowed to anymore. Please just leave." And with that he went inside. He kinda felt free. Not because he wasn't in a relationship anymore, it was because he could finally be...free? Yes, free. But after all that he wasn't feeling up for going out tonight but he got ready anyway. Because tonight he was going to finally figure out who he was.

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A/N

Okay so i wrote chapter 1&2 in the same day but i'll probably have anew chapter out this weekend around Saturday. So with that i love you all and stay tuned for chapter 3 :)

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