Info about her

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Breed: Himalayan
Color: tortoiseshell
Quality: pet quality
Current age:20(that's how old she was when she was put down)
What caused us to put her down: she was slowing down and her kidneys were starting to shut down we think. And a couple days after I got back from my grandparents house we think she might've had a stroke which led to us having to put her down. Her appointment was at 3:30 in the afternoon I think it was or is, so I got to spend three last hours I would ever have by her side. I could tell she wouldn't just passed on naturally but she looked like she was in pain and she could hang on like that for days and it's selfish of me to say she should be here with me. It was hard watching my dad drive away with her to the vet because that was the last time I saw her alive and got to pet her😭😭😭😭😭😭.

I will post pictures in another chapter. And it's weird of me to say but now my home doesn't feel like home and

~~possible trigger warning for some people maybe~~
I have had thoughts of killing myself to be with my baby cake again. Home just doesn't feel like home anymore, to me it's just a house now

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